it has been a really tough holiday to me, like seriously tough.
I look so peaceful yet so tired.
No one could ever realize what is going on with me.
Sometime, people will burst down when they have reached the max that they can afford.
But sometime, you will become more stable and calm than ever.

I just hope to hold something that can rescue me from the deep dilemma.
I used to pour out everything that I unsatisfying to him, no matter what had happened, he will know it.
He knows my background like crystal clear.
I hide nothing in front of him, always be frank and come clean.
I saying this is not because I want to make things up or what.
I just feel nostalgia for the past but not for the person.

He hold me so tight till I can breathe just to tell me he will bring me out of the mess one day,
I just let my tears wet his clothes,keep flowing until he wiped it.
Just naturally let it be.
 
After I have been through all of these, I didn't shed a tear.
I accepted all of it peacefully and send you two my best regards.
It's time to end my nightmare.
I won't let screaming and crying wake me up anymore.
I can sleep well like other kids in my dream though they make me tearful too.
But at least, it is only a dream.

I end my nightmare but also my home is broken now.
Everything burst down and no one could ever bring it back again.
If this is our fate, I will accept it.
At least two of you are free now.
Thought it's not easy to see you pack your things and leave "our" home...

I don't know you will change your mind or not but I hope you two won't feel regret.

 

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