January 29, 2009

I can't help~~

Honey~~
I am sorry.
I didn't mean to let you worry about me.
I was just so sorrow that I couldn't help it.
Sorrow but not sad; I never think that I will use this word to describe my life now.
Maybe I do a little blame you.
Because you left so determinedly.
I was left behind.
I could not show my sorrow in front of my family.
But there is no one that I can share my sorrow with, besides you.
Because you are the one who left me behind.
It has been seven years that I fell in love with you.
In the 7th year you decide to go abroad one year for further reseaching.
You should went abroad much earlier before I love you so deeply.

It is so difficult to live with you, and the daily phone calls become much less and short.
I know I must get through it, but I just can't inmediately do it.
After the Chinese New Year, it will get better and better, I told to myself.
Busying to sudy and for the important exam in Feb.
Don't think about the situation temporarily during preparing for the exam.
It will happen only when I pass the exam and be admitted to the exam that I can fly to you with assure in April.
I also need this job to enrich the life without you .
This is a lonely year and how can I get through it?
I lied to you all about those words.
I don't care; It is just one year and it is nothing big deal.....and etc.
I need someone to support me get through the year without you.
But all I want is you. I don't want others but you.
I just miss you, all day missing you.

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