THAT! my friend is exactly how I feel every single day
For so long, have I tried to endure that prolonged needle coming out of
my heart. Where's it coming from? The doctor won't tells. The doctor
doesn't knows. The only thing that ever mattered to me, was that every
time I think of something special, it just starts to poke out bit by
bit. Pound on it you said? Right... like that's going to work?
Remove it you said? Uh-huh... with what pray tell?
Every time I
read those articles, they bring back the pains even more. What have I
done to myself? I don't know... All those things that I've tried, and
all the things that I've yet to try. Where are they leading me? It's
like winding staircase that leads to an end that no one can sees. And
I'm suppose to just trust my instinct and continue to follow it?
They
said... the only cure to this problem comes from someone special.
Well... I just don't know anymore... If you ever stand on the very side
of a cliff, and just open your arms and imagine yourself leaning
downward. THAT! my friend is exactly how I feel every single day.
I've been there and I've done that~~

Sealed (Dec 9)