不知不觉已经八月要尾了，好快
我说大学的生活怎么好像赶火车那样

最近一直在告诉自己要多笑，因为我发现到我不常笑
就算是笑，也不是发自内心笑的。。

I feel damn boring this few weeks, but i know this is just a period of honey week. do you know why? because i decided to take one of the year two subjects! would be busy in the following weeks. But actually i want to get a part time job to cover my dad's burden. I am not acting poor or what, i just want to make up my heart, the guilty of the heart which i always spend money to buy sth nt important but the preference. :) i'm a purely girl

我觉得自己好像有病，出门一定要买到东西，不买心又好痒，痒了就拿钱来抓，啊啊啊啊我真的很讨厌那样的自己！！！
天啊，谁可以教教我怎么办才好？我好内疚，可是好纠结，很想打工，却没有工可以给我做

该面对的，还是要面对。呼...我回来到kl啦！
好舍不得，虽然在家是有点闷，但是毕竟是自己的“狗窝”，怎样都想呆在家里 :c