June 25, 2007

Living With Lucifers.....


I've been living with Lucifers(Devils) for the pa33ed few months..

Including the Lucifers of Laziness, Procrastination, Depression....
I've been wondering wat hv I achieved so far...

Yet I found out, it was nothing...especially on my studies part...
No work been done completely, no revision, no hard work at all....
Chemis teacher reminded us a favourite saying:" No Pain, No Gain!" today
GPKs, Pengetua...encouraged to speed up the progress of preparing for the coming exam...
Yet and yet....I jus keep disappointing myself for not being matured in thinking and disciplined enough...

Result of mid year exam was a totally disappoinment to me, the class, my frenz ,my parents,my sch....
I'd made up a mess of myself...
Wake up or not, SCY?I know tat my future is in my hand...
I want to enter UM...but I clearly know that in my state of behaviour...it's impossible...

"Nothing is Impossible!" Right?
I addicted to laziness since young...I jus suddenly found out this!
I am jus so used to it~My way of leading an undisciplined students...
It is a fundamentally failure to live a healthy,disciplined life...

I jus know that for the past...I've learnt nothing...
All things were remembered through regurgitation...
I seldom bother the theories and explaination behind a fact...
Wat's more they r out of my understanding too...

NO...no....no...
I cant jus keep being like this...this is too miserable...
Truely miserable...
Something needs to be changed urgently...
I must find back my trueself...
At least...I'll try... give myself some time...
Let's wait and see...

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    hey,dun say like tat~~
    u r the best 1!!!
    i blif tat u will b done very well in ur exam n..........
    jia you jia you~~
    *work hard toGether~~*
    *#friend#*

  • siewhui at June 28, 2007 02:26 PM comment | prosecute
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