May 30, 2012

Tired...

I am tired of waiting Tired of chasing  Tired of make-believing Tired of imagining Tired of thinking Tired of caring Tired of wondering  Tired of wishing Tired of hoping Tired of feeling this way... Why is it liking you is so tiresome?  I am so tired of being the only one that always gets tired of being like this.  Is there someone who will not tire me for once?  Maybe I`m a hopeless case 


May 8, 2010

It's been a while ~

Wow. My last post was from 2 years ago ~ well, it doesn't really matter. Nothing has changed anyway. My life is still the same. I'm still the same old me. I don't know ~ but I recently  feel like I'm lonely. I might laugh, smile and giggle everyday but after the end of the day, I feel sad. I felt like I'm all alone. Yes, I have friends but they're just not there, physically. There are things I want to do, places/events I want to go to with a friend but no one's there ~ I tried to reach out, but no hand will reach me. I'm so pathetic. Even relationship with my family, I just feel like all of us has grown apart. There's like a silent tension ~ and we're drifting far apart from each other. Argh, this feeling sucks. I've always been a loner since and I'm afraid I'll die the same way....


September 14, 2008

Can someone help me translate from Chinese to English?

Hi!

Is there anyone there that can help me translate 2 articles on a Chinese website? It is about a concert I would like to go to but I don't understand Chinese. It looks like there is important information from the site.


July 9, 2008

A Cry for help!

I'm getting restless now. You see, besides Fahrenheit, I am a very huge fan of the Japanese group, ARASHI. They announced doing a concert in Taiwan on Oct. 11-12 at the Taiwan Superdome. I so BADLY wanted to go because this is going to be once in a lifetime and its going to be a very good opportunity because I really cannot afford to go to Japan to watch their concert. Its so expensive going there so my only hope will just be their overseas concert. I've been wishing for so long for them to have a concert somewhere in Asia and now thats fulfilled but it just frustrates me that it'll be hard getting tickets. I heard from a reliable source that the ticketing agency is already selling the tickets in Taiwan even though they haven't posted it to their website. I am thinking... will there be enough tickets after they post it to their site? Will I get good seats, just in case? And the ordering is also difficult. They need to have it faxed over when it would contain important credit card information so I am somewhat scared to do the ordering via fax... BUT... but... that's the only way I can order tickets T_T I am so torn right now... I wanted to go so badly and yet I feel helpless I don't know what to do....Can anyone help please???



July 5, 2008

First Meeting ~

I finally got to meet up with Ai (nightowl). It was a nice meeting filled with neverending chat about Arashi, our life etc. She bought okonomiyaki for me and it was my first taste of that food. It was cho umai ^^ We ate at Tokyo Tokyo and 3 Arashi songs were played! There was Happiness, Step and Go and Love So Sweet. We were lucky we got to hear at least 3 songs ~ the last time I ate there I only heard We Can Make It and nothing else. We chatted until the mall closing time, which I've never done in my life. But everything that happened today is all worthwhile. I met a new friend and yes, I was able to buy a working memory card for my phone... and it was 2gb! I thought my phone can't handle that capacity but it can and I am soo happy. I was also able to finally buy that pair of sneakers from Happy feet. I'm so happy today ~ Its currently 5:27 AM now. I haven't slept yet... Too busy filling up my 2gb memory card ^^


July 1, 2008

My temperature is at 95°F

Fuuu... I'm missing someone ~ I finished watching KO One about 3 weeks ago and I don't know why I'm still craving to see this guy ~ Its not surprising though since he's my second love after Jun-kun ~ KO One is the first series I watched where Jiro was the lead and I really really want to watch X-Family as in the whole series but... but.... Doremii put it in a temporary hold so... T_T I need to be patient... I really pray they start subbing it again. Oh well, I think my temperature now is 95°F, am I SICK? LOL! Of course, sick or not I have to have a remedy. Imissyoudadongge!
I MISS YOU JIRO!!!


April 10, 2008

RE: 喔耶 東城不敗


March 3, 2008

I got married! ^O^

Certificate of Marriage

This is to certify that


February 21, 2008

Tired

Ha! I finally had time to write... err.. i guess I should say I'm just being lazy updating and have nothing to write about...LOL! Anyway, it has been extra busy at work this week. My teammate is out on vacation for the whole week so I am doing all her work! Sheesh...its so stressful, i tell you. I can't even take a small break. My eyes are constantly glued to the computer monitor that my eyes are all teary. Sooner or later I'm going blind...On the other hand, what is this I'm hearing that 大東 would be willing to take her girlfriend back if she just asks him to? I heard that that girl was the one who left him for another man and yet 大東 still wants to take her back? 大東... you're being silly. The past is past. You can get together again but it will never be the same. Who knows if there would still be trust? 大東... please think about it... NO! You shouldn't... you deserve a far better girl than that ex of yours. There's a lot of fishes in the sea ~ *cough* *cough* I just hope 大東 gets enlightened... Its not worth it...
Anyway, on the brighter side, I ordered 飛輪海 1st and 2nd album and it shipped yesterday! Yay! so I'm just going to wait for it to arrive... Sooo happy, I can't wait ^_____^ Its just bad that I wasn't able to get the Gaiban autographed version. It was cancelled from my order at the last minute..tsk..tsk.. nevertheless, I'm so excited. Mailman, please come now and send me my goodies ~ ^___^


February 12, 2008

Re: 我永遠不會忘記


February 8, 2008

To Jiro


February 7, 2008

農曆新年!

Just wanna greet everyone ...

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!


February 5, 2008

Feeling Lazy...

Ah... i'm at work right now. Its been 16 mins after i logged in but i don't feel like working... Argh, why must I work? I'm feeling so lazy... Well, right now I'm watching FRH MVs ^___^ I felt like I just want to watch these vids the rest of the shift... yeah, i know sooner i'll get my lazy ass to work. But yeah, since its still early, i'd get this chance to idle away for a bit. Argh...really lazy today... I just want to look at Jiro's face everyday <333 Oh, I'm kind of excited seeing FRH on my TV! I saw them! Apparently, Disney channel will air Xiao Xiao De Ren Wu on Chinese New Year, February 7th! I'm excited to see cuz that vid is sooo cute ^___^ well, then..have to go... Ja!


February 3, 2008

Goodbye is the hardest thing to say...

Today, I cried. My officemate and friend of 4 years decided to resign from work. She has been my confidante when it comes to the not-so-nice-things at work. She's a good adviser and a protector. Whenever she sees her friend being bullied, she'll come to the rescue right away. I know at first I don't have a good impression on her. "She's too bitchy for me" I once thought. But the first time she invited me to an important event in her life where she said she only invited whom she consider a friend... I was invited. I was touched. I never knew she sees me as a friend where in fact I don't like her at first. From then on, we've been friends sharing everything, every secret, every laugh, every heartache... I'm not so expressive on how I feel towards people so at work it may seem like I don't pay much attention to friends but deep inside I value every care and thought my friends are showing me. I was so used seeing her at work but starting Monday, I won't see her anymore. I'm not really an emotional person but today, when we bid our last goodbyes, my tears can't help but fall. I was actually the only one who cried. They were surprised knowing I'm not that (emotional) type. But I think seeing someone off is my weakness. I also cried when my first friend at work left. I don't know, its just too sad seeing someone walk away from you thinking you'll never see them again. I know its not that she'll be gone from the world but things will never be the same at work without her. I'm sad that I wished i didn't see her off. But... thinking about it, i'm also glad that i was able to show her somehow that I care for her as a friend and i will truly miss her...


January 29, 2008

FRH to the rescue ^^

Today's such a bad day at work! Its not really something big but i just hated that we changed workstations...
you know, when you get so used to being at the same place and you've come to like the people around you and
then the next thing you know you'll be transferring into a new workstation! Worst is, we were sitting close to our BOSS! the ever bossy BOSS! I really don't like her >_<



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