Crap...i really cannot watch yu le bai fen bai in the library...i am desperately trying to control my laugh...i should laugh here then...HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAHAHAHAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okie...enough of it.....so wad's going on with me? Hmm...this yr i really feel a change in me...year by year i am learning something....but this yr is a little bit different....ok..i better stop here first..typing in the library is super noisy....i will continue when at home...
I promise buddy i would blog..so here am i..although a little bit late...sorry ah...erm...my last post mentioned that i lost one of my friendships but buddha is nice...he gave me a lot more chances to get to know ppl in class....but i wonder is it worth it to lost it?.....i think gradually i am becoming another person...in schoo now, i go by the name is Lynne....starting to refuse letting ppl know that my real name is hwei ling....i almost forget i used to call myself hlmilk until i saw it on facebook... one good thing come out from this is i become more happy...hee...if u think back...very long since i become depressed already right?...but there is smthing that made me v angry these days..... i wonder if my forehead was stamped " free counselling". People (include sm of my close friends) come to me for advice or to talk abt their problems and then they are gone...like totally stop talking to me....or another case is where ppl are bored...and need me to accompany them...so wad now? I am ur tool.. u used me just to relieve time...what the hell....yes...sm of my close friends did that....then when i talk to them..they just brush me off..WTF!!...You guys think only u is human is it? I also human..there are times where i need someone to talk to too... fine...now that i suck it up....i will just wait for karma to get you.... next time when u need someone to talk to.... back off !
