欣情日记

好贴切的命名阿。

to be devoid of any form of activities, imposing is inhuman on to the surrounding landscape.
A void deck. unique to here. but its about time to change that mindset.

gd bye Cor bu. Haa. . 

it takes efforts maintain strong relationship between human being. Thus I'm back too. :) 3/4 of 2009 has past and it seems like forever. Much had happened. I was still in sch early of the year, happy and cant wait to grad master. Then every thing just kind of went down hill.. 世事难料。I still graduate but its not the same. Still trying to accept it since its never been part of my life plan that such a tragic could happen. Every thing is smooth sail all these while..

What done cannot be undone! 我不会就这样倒下去的！like what my boss say, every course of life have their own opportunities :) 加油吧！

so what have I been doing:
1. working.
2. caught F1 night race live
3. hiking at bukit timah
4. tanning at sentosa
5. loads of shopping to revamp wardrobe!

waiting in aniticipation:
1. Deepavali JB seafood trip & other mini day trips with dear!
2. HK for Xmas!
3. pay raise! and more job opportunities!

Bought tix for swimming finals. :)
Nothing beats watching real life.

I remembered how much I loved swimming and damn good at it too!
3 years of swimming lessons until I got my Gold. But I do continued to train there aftr. Its a weeking routine to go for a swimming with dad with munny and sis seating at the pool side, while dad made sure I complete 20 laps b4 we call it a day. And Ill have my fav sardine puffs from the market.

Ah.. It sure brings back good old memories. Im determined to get back my swimming routine. Missing the feeling of freedom swimming in the water.
Al I need is a new swim wear, a goggles, and to find a swimming complex near office.

Today kinda just work half day. Mid afternoon was out of office. Ha! Went Futar to select stones colours for our floor. then off to site to settle the view to photograph and montage for 3D perspective. Fun excursion for me. Haa! Apparently IM not the only one that is cluesless bout map reading. My senior architect is no better then me. got lost half the time. :P


in the full granite cladded toilet.  

Random. at my desk in office.



went NDC dental. to wear mask. think i look better lke this.

accidental Public art.  

im dozing off. .  lazy to cont...

Im so lazy to blog this days. especially after facing the com the entire day, I baring touch my home pc. MIA from MSN for a month and most prob continue to MIA. Im a regular for FACEBOOK now. Haa! Chat me up on FB now ba.

Work so far so good. Hopefully things will speed up for me. It seems too good a life now, abit slow pace la.. Im feeling quite retarded. Mean time I will just look around. :) Still to early to make a conclusion as yet.

Got my 1st pay. Yeah! but not much left after paying all the stuffs. Im paid peanuts u see.

Convocation is round the corner. Am excited. Depressed too. The thought of I should have been.. lets not talk about it. It still hurts and always will..

... kk. short come back to blogging. back to work. lots of photos. lazy to do anything bout it. might post a few random events. :P

ps:Im goin tile shopping today! :P

Life is good for me. Hope u are too my dear friends. Get me to go out ya! Im always around.

I sucks at perspective dwgs.. argh..
got to improve from just plainly section dwgs.
Im planning to be getting a basic study 3d model done at home now to skip drawing the perspective..
But Im so lAzy! think I shall sleep. lets not overdo la. :P


ps/ working really drained u of any energy after work. Im dozing off now.

3 times in a month, ones a week! Haaa.
City Sq with uni pals... then followed by Kukup trip, and finally to KL.

Im sick of City Sq..

Kukup's not exactly the kelong I've imagined it to be. overall a fun Fun trip. unforgetable moments too.*fire works scare.. story sharing.*

KL is eat, Nua at the condo, eat, shop, eat. LOve slacking in the air-conditioned living room the best. Haa! Im getting too lazy to shop.
Spend quite alot on a new specs. Guilty for getting my dad to pay.. and I was still thinkin to get it myself after my 1st pay :)

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Yap! I got a job! my 2nd job interview. the 1st one is disastrous.. just chui la. anyway the boss and I doesn't click, so its a blessing in disguise.
I'm into my 2nd day of work. Im loving it. so far so good. Haa! good life, working on design exploration. did a study model. something new for a change, lucky me :) at least din start with tender submission.
was told the submission for this bid is in 1 mths time. I forsee longer working hours in the near future. .

My working life has officially started.

I love my big U table. 
I love my super comfy chair.
I love the free of internet access
Im loving the friendly enviroment

I hate having only autocad n revit in my computer
I wan CS2!!!, rhino, illustrator, sketch up n max n vray..! I feel lost having none in the computer. Seriously..
Im wearing winter clothes. its too bloody cold.
Im afraid I have to give up on dieting.. we drove and had Carls JUnior at ECP today.. oh boy...

How stupid can I get...
wrote in as associate instead of assistant..
Finally rectify this mistake. LUCKILY I saw it now!.. Just hope this would not hurt my chance of geting employed.
PLs hire me

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Plans of the mth

18th May- its goin to be a day trip to Ctiy Sq later.
19th- lunch appt.... should i post pone? still have yet to print out folio works.. its a burden to not get it done yet. . think think

20th - ok then, i shall print today. OMG, ive forgotten about my fancl products too. opps!

25th-26th Kukup trip
30- 1st june KL

when are we meeting aunty pooh? :P
got to plan a poly meet up inbetween!
still has yet to go bk SP archery.. lazy bumps..

get calls for interview :) cross fingers

好久没玩的那么痛快了！

Ubin Cycling with Dear. I've overcomed the dirt road and mild up slopes. Wohoo!!

the start of the journey at ubin. still beaming with energy.


20mins into the ride.. see the exhuastion kicking in on my face?. still happy thou. Haaa! 


Durians durians! there are everywhere... too bad we only spot small ones. none big enough to eat.


3 hours of cycling (with breaks in between) .. nvr knew H2O can be that tasty. we and 1.5 can each. and i still crave for me.

ended our ubin trip sweaty and feeling satisfied. Has been such a long time since I get to sweat out and excercise like this. 

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we went off home to wash up and its dinner buffet at Sakura, the one near republic poly! Haa! all that excercise gone to waste. wat ever. :P
great variaties of food, standard is ok, price 24+ per adult. we got a outdoor seat. LOVE IT!  the weather was good with breeze blowing softly and the view of a park and a lily pond beside us. 
Perfect if not for the noisy kids at the table beside ours.... 

Had our outdoor filed trip ..................
Had sumptous dinner.......................
wats next? Mid night movie of course!

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bk home to nap b4 going to Causeway pt for ANgles & Demons by Tom Hanks
Its a great show. not gonna spoil it for anyone. loads of unexpected twists. go watch! 

my thoughts after watching:
the fate towards any religion is simple and pure. wats rotten are the man.  


all smiles even after a long day. :) its sweet dreams with kuma-kuma & Doraemon

Im Back!!!

It has been a tough year. Depressing. Painful. Maddness. Exhuasting. Disillusioned. Overwhelming stress. Ill health...
Its the worst.

I've given up on my master degree.
Yap. Graduating with a Degree in Arts (Architecture)

A waste many would say. I could do it others might have thought too.
Its wasnt a simple decision and all means have been exhuasted before.

Pity? Ya. I could have.. If only... A wrong move that cause the final catastrophe

想要突破？创造一个新的未来？
只能说没那个分量就不要假厉害。

跌倒了。不怕。再爬起来。路还遥远的很。

亲爱的朋友们，谢谢一直以来的支持与关怀。
没有你们，我早就失去自我崩溃掉入无法挽回的无底洞自我封闭。。。

现在的心态与心情以调试回来了。
欣盈回来了！ 为我的未来奋斗努力吧！

看样子是没救了。

没了方向的迷鼠。。。