The truth is
The truth is, I think I've never want forever.
Despite the fact that we were too young to deal with difficulties,
I was never willing to be involved in your family nor introduce you to my family and friends.
I was never willing to treat your mom like my mom nor do anything to please her.
I was never willing to view your friends as my friends nor hang out with them.
All the facts lead to one answer, I've never want to be part of your life nor want you to be part of my life.
I dug harder and deeper.
One explanation might be my pride.
I did not want my family know how I care about you, how important you are, how you treated me, etc.
I acted like you're nothing to me.
Then I could break up with you secretly.
No one would be curious at my status.
But still, no matter how many excuses I thought of,
The truth is, I've never want forever, with you.
2012 is going to be was.
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