March 11, 2012

Maybe

Maybe I have to find the way how to love again....or maybe I have to find the way how to trust again....
And then I will know how to live in the rest of my life....isn't it?
 
Everyday when I wake up, I keep asking myself "why I still alive?" "what's the meaning for my life?" I still can't find out all the questions around my head which already bother me for a while. For now I just kill my life time and kill my dream step by step, because I totally lost myself in this world and I don't know what's wrong with me. I could not love or love back and I could not trust anyone, even myself, or anything. What kind of the life like that? It's suck! If I could disappear tomorrow, maybe I will more happy.....yeah! I am a escapee!!

According to my life plan, it will be the last chance to take the test in May otherwise I have to postpone a year about the whole schedule. Before this time I already failed three times, I don't have any confidence to face the test AGAIN. It's really exhausted and too hard to make it well. The worst thing is that I lost my faith to believe that I have ability to go through this setback. What would I have to do?

I need someone to help me~

I'm drowning in the hopeless....   
      


Tomorrow, such a new day, I will force myself to study hard again but I'm not guarantee that I could hold it for a long time. The dream still there even though it's a long distance for me, I have to make it closer and closer in any way or I will look at my dream become bubble and sink deeply in my regret forever....Wish myself good luck! 
 

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    My door is always opened and out there for you, as long as you are willing to
    speak out.
    Life is not that suffering as you think. Open your mind gratually...little by
    little...
    Open to receive all the gifts from God.

    Walk out your door and talk to me... no matter what was happening, you are always
    the cutest little sis in my mind.

  • Sis at March 25, 2012 01:38 AM comment
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    一路晃到你這呢^.^r

  • a49.ktv789 at March 25, 2012 04:58 AM comment | Homepage
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