LOVELY YOU!
Dear A,
It's really been a long time to see you and I'm really miss you.
Honestly, I'm kind of afraid to see you since I have been a long time to talk to you like forever, until you show up in front of me....I find my smile instead of embarrassing. You still like what I remember: cute smile and always happy to see me. Stand beside you, I can smile from inside out, the smile that I though I already lost, and it's really good to find my old friend back!
A bottle of beer and lots of talk, I feel like I'm going back to the old time which I was very happy but I couldn't find it recently. Lots of surprises and lots of clarifies, finally, I could realize what do you think about me, maybe not 100% but it's okay with me. I have to say that I really like you and I am sorry to hurt you even though I still not sure why I depart from you and I still can't remember what happen. You really something to me and very important to me. I am glad to know you and I am so honor that you still want to keep in touch with me since graduate.
After the night, I can't stop thinking about you and what you said. You have no idea how much shock I felt when I heard you said that I was influence for you very much. In my entire life, I can't image that I have any power to influence people. I though I am just a nobody and a normal person who always get ignore from other people. Thank you for saying that and I am grateful....but in the same time I feel awful that I didn't tell you" I like you very much" many years ago. Even though I can say it loud in front of you now, it means nothing more. "What if I said that three words to you in that time what will be happen between us?" The question keep around in my head but I couldn't find the answer.....and I will not find out forever.....
For now I can do nothing just be your friend and stand by your side. You get my full wish to have a great and happiness life and I will always here for you whenever you want to see me or anything else.
Best wish.
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