December 26, 2010

love & respect ♥

this is damn damn cheesy but i guess its okay since its still in the festive season (:

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I left?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Choose--me or your life

Boy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.

The reason I don't want you is because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do you anything for you is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

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i went to church with nata and mz today to celebrate christmas and i do believe that its fate that made me decide to go. while i was feeling disappointed, betrayed and upset over some relationships i had this year this morning, going to church made me think through stuff and grow up. it just so happens that the topic the pastor preached about today was about faith, be it in yourself, in others or in god. and it made me become a more mature person after he finished preaching. unlike some other church that emphasizes on religion more, nata's pastor made me feel as if im at a motivational talk, the only difference being that he is teaching us to be more forgiving and turn into a better person instead of how to manage your life and reach for your goal. it is about love rather than planning. so im really really thankful that nata invited me today and i decided to go.

despite how betrayed i might feel, i must acknowledge all the love and care they showered upon me for the past 2 years. it might be the lack of affinity that we are not able to become bff, but our current relationship status should not override what love we had in the past. yeah, i came to that realization today. well they can still choose to hate me, be angry with me or whatsover, but i think i want to learn to forgive. they inflicted pain on me, but maybe, i caused them equal amounts of discomfort too. so lets forgive and love (: after all, a jaywalker love and respect!♥ (add on: there's no reason to hate back, it just results in more painful moments (: love cannot be overtaken by hate you know (: )

i think im really waiting for this moment, for someone to tell me that forgiving is the best way out. this is a closure that i wanted i guess. well, i still want to type out all my feelings about the whole issue and hopefully get a real closure by the end of this year(idont want any negative emotions to be left over to next year). im glad that im able to think things through. there will still be moments where i will feel anger, but i hope it will be overwritten by love.

i do believe that everything that happen is correlated and predetermined. it takes a lot of courage for someone like me to make up with nata and talk about our problems but i did and now i reap the labor of it by having a great friend. i might not be the greatest friend now, but i think i'll try to improve more and more. and, im really glad that i became a much more sensible and better daughter this year. and hopefully, i'll be a better cousin, granddaughter and girlfriend, mother, wife in the future!

well, i always say that nanyang isnt as good as stnicks, even today when im talking to mei. but then im glad that it allowed me to grow even though time passes by so quickly that im not given any chances to relax and enjoy school(or think through stuff like how i used to with me being caught up in some many things and suffering from emotional rollercoaster). despite not gaining as much as i did from stnicks, but i think it had made me see reality and allow me to prepare myself for it when i have to face it in the near future.

yep, i think right now, im ready for a closure
and
LOVE & RESPECT! ♥

okay this is an add-on, i dont really think im a victim of the whole issue, yes i feel victimized but like their reasoning i have a part to play in it too /:  so this is just to share some of my thoughts and nothing else, i dont think anyone of us is a better person, i just thought that maybe its time to let go (:

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    I just read this post of yours and realised I read it a tad too
    late.
    ♥ you twinnie!
    I can't stop emphasizing how I admire and love you for the
    courage you've took and the effort you used to mend our
    friendship back together again.
    and for this, saranghae!
    I can't imagine what would happen if I lost such a great person
    like you as my friend.
    andI'll invite you to church for big events again!
    or whenever you wanna come, you know it'll just be a text
    message away! <3

  • natasha at January 19, 2011 08:09 PM comment
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