Frustrated
How could I be so stupid and careless about the work
I made so many mistakes yesterday.
Feeling upside down in my heart and soul,
I can't eat my breakfast from I bought it in the shop until now
I know that
I am not good enough to make my boss or manager
who is serious and meticulous for almost everything especially for work
trust me at all.
I am not good enough to make anything better
You still stand on the same line which always has a distance
that I can't get through no matter how hard I struggle and try.
So many things you talk about them in "your own language"
I feel as if I am an idiot while standing just beside you
but can't understand what you are chatting or talking to each other.
And you never think of sharing those things to me
as if I am a stranger to you two.
Yeah.........
Maybe I really is a stranger to you.
It's hard to cheat myself that I am not hurt or sad or sorrowful
when you guys live and do things in your own world
thinking that I am so difficult to communicate with and
play the game you tow can enjoy but me
even if I know that's because
I can't make you trust me and set your mind in ease
when you leave words to me.
I am so heart-broken.
I hate myself for doing nothing good in the work and
thinking that I am ok.
I am such a loser.
I am hungry now but I can't eat anything.
I feel my stomach is going to jump out of my body.
I know that I shouldn't be here telling me feeling.
Beacuse it's really all my fault.
It's just because I am too useless.
I know I say anything here will become complaint
even if I say this by my ture heart and I didn't mean to complain.
I am so frustrated.
About myself.
It's all my fault.............
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