August 31, 2009

Painful

Painful.

It was and is painful.

I don't know how to talk about it.

There are so many things hovering around me

as if they can easily tear me apart just like the water goes down.

The deciede I made was a stone,

filled with guilty and heavy enough to make me feel dying.


As the matter of fact, 

it doesn't go smooth as what I want it to be

even if I think that I've prepared myself for the worst.

No.

I didn't actually.

Not at all.

Oh, god

IT's such a torment scrapes my heart day by day.

Why can't it just stop the fucking feeling like this??........

I don't wanna hurt anyone but I betray myself so many times.

Then got sorrowful and sorry again and again.

What those fucking use of being sorry and painful

I can't stop myself from hurting others

and can't keep distance from cious sprial.

Am I a perfectionist

who always set my standards high crazily and extremely?

Why can't I be just what I am?

Why I have to always be guilty and sorry?

Why......

I can't bear it anyomre.........

Nowhere is the answer to be found.

That's why I stick in the mud.

I wanna be rescued but may I be rescued?


Oh my god I got so pain !!!


Why can't I just get rid of it like time flies?

Fuck !

Fuck !

Fuck !




Oh god.......

I am dying to be saved......................

 

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