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Dreamgirls is really a fantastic movie,
though I think there should be a better ending.
I don't know why I identified with the roles in the film.
Maybe the music and the words writed in the songs,
filled with love, hate,
happiness, sorrow, and so on,really moved me.
How danger the world would be.
Or I should honestly say
How terrible the desire would be.
I am not the angle of human.
I just feel so complicated after seeing this movie.
Congratulations to the direct,
you put everything in the right location succesfully.
It occurred me that so many things happened in my life,
coverd by a mask I don't even know who she is,
always trying to persuade me that I am really happy,
and they almost take my breath away.
Yes I do believe that
Some wounds won't seem to heal
Some pains are just too real
And there's something time cannot erase.
I don't want to take someone
who is willing to be by my side for granted.
Ever, now and in the future.
But the fact is, I've done this thing for a long time
even if I know the real friendship
and the love of family are not easy to come by.
I almost cry when they sang
"We are a family like a giant tree branching out towards the sky"
Through this song, I can see,
there was something very sardonic
from the begining to the end.
And I don't want to get the same pants.
But there are still secrets locked in my heart.
I feel like I am living in a jail,
built by irrelevancy tranditions and utterly unjustifible system.
It's just like I am living in someone's ass hole,
there are all fuck and shit around.
I know that's what I chose.
I am willing to bear these things as long as
I can one step closer to my dream.
But loneness kills soul.
I am not trust people like that anymore.
Because guys are so hard to trust.
Perhaps that's the situation in the society day in day out.
So many times I feel so hurt because no one really want to hear me.
"Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home.
And I tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known"
That's a part of words writed in the sond called "Listen"
But the turth is
no one would really know
for we human always want to say
and don't even use our heart to listen
not to mention our souls.
So I usually feel so frustrated.
Because I am living in a jail
built by irrelevancy tranditions and utterly unjustifible system.
Oh my god
I feel so desolate.

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