January 14, 2006

Last night

Last night, I read plenty of  the diaries

which I had wrote from 2004~2005.

How stupid I was last night.

If I know that I can't stop myself from tears

I won't open the computer and read it.

Words lying on the screen,

I read and fall into the memories that make me upset

and wonder what I thought at the time.

Always being the immature one,

there were so many things hanging around my heart

that I can't see what is true and waht I want truly.

I don't undersatnd myself even I AM myself.

Nothing can stop them annoye me.

Too many events that happened between us and

we now are on the different way.

Where's the love to the class called 96chung?

What the sentances written like these

No.1 is our synonym

Wonderful is our adjective.

Unite is our verb.

Diligently is our adverb.

Where they are....

All my dears, where they are............

Yes I know these are all turn into the histroy.

I am not the member of you anymore.

I am not the member of everything all the time

All the time.  All the time.

I bursted out crying.

Hopeless, helpless and lonely I felt.

I am always that kind of people..................

Nobody realizes me even he/she is my friend or my family....

I felt and feel so frustrated and loosing all hope of everything.

I cried, cried so miserable, so excruciating. 

I could hear the voice was so heart-breaking 

that I coundn't hold back myself any longer.

Too many , too many problems

I feel quite pain, bleeding, not to mention dying......

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