random rantings from a confused mind.
Spring break now.
nothing to do. drama drama drama
although it is nice lazing around at home doing nothing, but im kinda wasting my time right?
what can i do to make my life more meaningful? More, lively and happy?
i think a lot, too much, but still is unable to come up with a solution. oh well, i have to change that habit of mine.
:)
sometimes its hard to find someone to be with. im talking about as a friend.
i dont want to bother them too much, as i know they have their own things to do. but then, the only friends i have are these few people, so all i can do is to be alone by myself right?
maybe i should buy a doll and talk to it, like top. he said he felt lonely and no one to talk to, so he bought dolls to talk to them...
hmm....

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