July 17, 2013

Another Insomnia Night

Dear Dairy,

Im glad, that pink angel had a new guardian and i had given up. Recently, fortune of love came upon, i fall in love with a small girl, and i had to speak chinese with her, well, she is just so small, she doesnt know the right thinking yet, i cant expect much, but my heart torn apart again.


June 22, 2013

An Insomnia Night

Dear Dairy,

With my babyvenus blog, i cant sleep because of the undone issue. Me and my unofficial girlfriend, we been together and we feel right, just that her mom doesnt like me, and my parent against my relationship with her.


June 3, 2013

An updates on mid 2013

Dear Dairy,

Sorry for neglecting you, i doesnt mean to, but it seems recently i once again realized something... i am feeling de ja vu too frequent as if the world line shifted my some one yet my memory stays and its just another dream awaken the reality.


December 31, 2012

Achivement for the Year 2012

Achivement for the Year


October 6, 2012

Fall in love again with fear of losing it

Dear dairy, Dear God, dear darling pink angel, i wanted to cry out loud... i am sad that i fall in love again... because all the time love brings harm to my heart, and when love comes, it hurts me so much... i am asking myself, worth it? i will definitely said, worth it... because i feel so safe and comfort when shes around... i dont know why i have been poisened... that day in the bar, tot of just side by side, but what had actually happened is the hug, its a hug from heart... i felt its sincere... dear god, is it the angel you bless to me? i will not do one thing, i will remain as it is, because i am comfortable these way... no matter how tired, no matter how far, to see her once, is worth every single second i spend during the journey. i would like to express more, but my tears is coming down so much... i feel loved and i am glad... so glad... and so happy. what should i do... but seriously i love that picture so much, because its a real one in the heart. hehe, i wish nothing more, keep the love and i will cherish it every single love that i receive. im so grateful, thank you, lord, amen. but still, i wipe my tears, and i smile, because it happen. thank you for loving me. i may not returning your love officially at the moment, but i had accepted it in my heart... when im ready, i will try again, with all my courage bet on it, just for you. because i trust you. for the last time. yea, this feeling of first love... when i see her i feel so happy, when im alone, i will miss her and wonder whats she doing... is she eating right, working too hectic, or being stressed... how nice, these feeling of love, is so wonderful... but it flourish only when i sees her... when im not, i will only miss her and the only thing i can do is miss her... from a distant.... and dare not going near... i am a bad guy, thats why girls dont like me and ditch me... although im behaving right... dear god, please no joke on me... im trying to be serious... two more month it will be my 24 already... kind of worry already... please, no more game please... i beg... i shall focus, work is the matter, and money is the main focus. ganbatte !! venus, you can do it, carrying the name of goddess of love, venus !! u r mighty, you can do it, you are superb, you are a good boy, you behave right, good boy... time to bed, oyasumi... babyvenus


July 28, 2012

another breakup

dear dairy,

27 july 2012,


June 3, 2012

random heart speech


dear dairy,


May 20, 2012

100 things to do before die


Dear dairy,


May 18, 2012

Lost of direction

Dear dairy,

its been awhile...


April 8, 2012

Memorial for the Love (7th Feb 2012 - 7th April 2012)

Dear dairy,



April 2, 2012

still recovering pt 2

now is april, let me do some summary of my this first quarter of life and investment, i buy le 3840, buy le 2200, i earn le 12000, spend le 6000, left 6000, shit... hopefully my commision out can earn another 6000...



April 2, 2012

still recovering pt1

Dear dairy,



March 26, 2012

recovering?


March 23, 2012

Lost of Direction

Dear dairy,


 


March 16, 2012

Lost Soul

Dear dairy,

now is 16 march 2012, 2pm...



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