It's all about You :)

it's the end of eoy..
i've nothing to do but sleep...

SO I SLEEP... T.T

Hahaha... It's Friday once again :) Just realised that recently I go to library quite often.. Hehe... Especially on fridayssss before cg :) Last week went to marine parade library with tze fung before cg. ^^ Today went with su to study :) hehe... Actually after I read matthew I fell asleep XD But Library is SUPER COLD... And....don't know why I suddenly got lots... Msg:( Can't really sleep :( Hahaha,... I'm here crappingXD Anyway, feel that it's time to change my bible to nkjv already.... Coz Sze ning have a hard time for the quiz But anyway, thanks to Wei ren for helping me with one common sense blank > < haha okayyy, I'm random XD Hohoho... So loonnnggg didn't blog.... Haha actually I wrote things down in my notebook instead of blogging XD

Hohoho... I'm sooooo... Hardworking today :) Studying at concourse today for 3 hourssssss!!!!! Which also makes me fulfill my study hours. Haha Actually today Sze ning is super high in school already XD I played with jia yue during history drama pract XD In the end get scolded by my team member XD haha but it's fun ma ^^ I'm very high today !!! Haha... Went to vivo for dinner today :) It's cool! After sometime for me to warm up, I become super high!!! But Wei is a bit dead la XD haha... Went to marche, like lots people there... But it's fun !!!!! I'm very high n crazy today!!!! Hehe..... Manage to have a small 'fight' with Jin,su,Wei n chui today XD Daring ah??? Haha...

i found this from...http://rambutkeriting.wordpress.com/2008/10/20/a-company-that-makes-you-creative/

Matthew 5:10-12 & Romans 12:21

came across this about 2 wk ago....

To have faith is making a decision to believe & keep speaking out what you believe.

The entire Christian life is a life of faith.
You continue the same way you have started out.
You receive Christ by faith,
now you live your Christian life by faith.  ^^

someone said this...
"It's an unusual act that one decides to receive God into his/her life.
and it's not easy for a person to lift up his/her hands to praise and worship God,
(as we can't really "see" Him.)
but it's all started out with an unusual act!"

"You continue the same way you have started out."
YES, we all have made a unusual decision to believe and receive.
Thus, we shall continue the same way we have started out.
We shall keep believing just like how we have started to believe!

Another someone said...
"Just like how you have started to believe and continue to do it,
keep believing and confessing!"

So i feel that we should all stay faithful and believe God!
We have all experienced before how GREAT our God is, 
and i believe that all of you will agree with me that our God is the most loving and powerful God ya?
so let's put God first in everything we do,
and bless Him back just like how He has blessed us!
Glorify God in everything we do, in every place we go to as well.

And i just feel like challenge those people who have yet to know God,
i want to challenge you guys to join us for one event,
just start with one will do, 
just come to experience God's love for you! 
just need to spare us a day to make friend with you! 
we are really desperate to know you!
and it's really very easy coz we have lots of events for you!!!

here are some coming up events...

1) SENTOSA RAIDER

well, the flyer pic is quite small...
please go to my album
then go pic folder to see bigger version!^^

2) Service @ expo
3) Cell group meeting @ parkway 

Please contact me if you are keen for more details!
hope to see you around!

still.... i'm still struggling with this period of time... 
i wonder when it'll end...

always trying to staying firm.... 
but it gets tired after sometime...
tat qns... which keeps pestering me.... has not yet to hav an ans....
y is tat so... i don understand...

i've make up my mind tat even if there's no one to support me anymore, i'll still stay faithful and konw that You are God. 
Jesus i believe in You, Jesus i belong to You...  extract from With All I Am.
I will be still and konw You are God... exract from Still
all this songs and lyrics are part of the things which keep me firm...

God is fair because He gives me the right to choose... 
it's all depend on me. i hav the choice and i have to make a choice which i'll nvr regret.
and i hav it.                               i just want to serve God for the rest of my life.            i know that He's the only God ... 
 i don want to give up on You. and i believe that as long as i don give up on God, He'll not give up on me!
LORD  i can see You on the other end of my life. but there are mts which keep stopping me from getting nearer to You...
i know You will remove all of them for me! and thus i'm not going to give up even though this is a harsh period!
i know it'll end one day! i know i can overcome all obstacles with Your great strength! and i believe i can do all things thr Christ who strenghtens me! 
and i know i'll be having a story to tell!

God i want  thank You because You always make me believe and be firm again whenever devils attacks me! and i'm very clear now that what kinds of life i wanna lead.
there's sth tat i don wanna say... bcoz it's a promise to You
there's sth that a don wanna experience... but it's part of Your plan for me. thus i now i'll overcome them eventually bcoz You won let us go thr things which we can't bear .
God, i'll be serving You no matter what i'm going to encounter. 
and i pray that You'll keep protecting me and giving me strength to pull me thr this period...
and i pray for a mighty move from You, Lord
and i pray all these in Jesus name.
Amen.

finally today is the last day of CT...
after the hist paper still have to go for the Lecture....very boring one...==

but anyway, in general, this time round my CT should have at least straight Bs ba.... probably a low one... 
if i can score straight Bs for CT, i'll be very...............happy  haha...

went parkway with Ym after sch... and we went to cut hair tgt... 
and i guarantee you that you will nvr want to try a cheap hair cut which can be done in few min... 
and i was  when i finished the hair cut....
just feel like covering myself up with a black trash bag and hide myself somewhere isolated...
DON'T  WANT TO GO SCHOOL TMR ALD LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz....so sad...
i'm now aldon's sis.... part of mushroom family..... 
photo of my "new" hair style can be found in my blog album==...
I'M GOING TO WEAR A CAP ON SUN!!!!!
and stop laughing at me ald la....
i noe i'm doing good deeds by entertaining others with my ... hair style. BUT pls control k? IT HURTS LOR==...
LUCKY I HAVE SOME "understanding" FRENZ who make me feel better...==
i'm very sad lor btw...== haiz...
but i think positive leh.... coz i'm entertaining ppl around me!!! ^^
i mad liao...XD

getting permission to work!!!!!!!!!!! haha... hope i can get it successfully^^

wa... last sun was a o.O one...
so scared when i saw them... stunned... 
ignored them n went to Ch immediately as i was really lost.... so glad tat she helped me...
i bet i looked really blank, hopeless n shocked...

oh ya, during e last part of the svc last sun, i received calls n was forced to ans them at e backstage when pst was preaching....
felt really bad... then usher didn let me go back.... n worse, i was really almost breaking down ald, then she made me stand there....
let me feel even more hopeless... though i noe tat tat was her job...   
well, finally she let me go back during e praise n worship time... 
i had been controlling my emotion... but when i tried to sing e song.... i really broke down... i just couldn control it.
although e song suppose to be a happy one.... coz i was crying, thus i stood behind Ch as she was standing at e extreme left of charlie...
didn noe of she had realised that i was "...", but i was really trying to hide from her sight... 
then finally when the music stopped...Ch n Wah realised tat  i was "..." 
that was the time that care n concern came... which oso e time tat i wish it would hav nvr ever happen...
i'm those ppl who can't take care n concern from others... really...

okay... this morning we had jin to join us o.O shocked ... very little ppl only for today...
anyway i was really very not a good student, i didn rmb all my weekend hw==
well... it's time for me to wake up again i feel... 
today is a long day. but i stayed in class to be a very good student during e only long break to study

somehow a thought come to my mind, i feel like fasting for 1 whole week!!!
mayb i'll start from 12 h 1st, then see if i can increase n challange myself to go for 24 h for a few days...
well, i oso don noe y i suddenly thought of this. but just fast according to what hav come to my mind i feel^^
aiming for 12 h/day for a week^^

tmr i've got to train the sec 1s mayb oso the 2s.  quite worry...
we, e poor sec 2s nearly got sabo by senior to make announcement tmr morning...
luckily mr k save us somehow ^^
it's like only 1 person training the whole gp of ppl...
but nvr, i've just read an email(ppt) from Ch... n it changed my feeling... very inspired by e email(ppt)

just now da nui suddenly talk to me about xia lo n be, well... very complex...

oh.... next wk is the pm wk... so................ EXCITED!!!! ~~~I'm Waiting~~~^^

n heard that bs quiz on gs will be on next sun.... well.... er.... ya...

haha.. by e way i love e "blue laughing creature"... wooahaha... it's like so funny~~~
n i just found out yesterday that "SOMEONE" can be very funny too..><

i can't go cg.... feel very.....BAD...

btw... love my cg n siblings of God's kingdom^^
hav very big..... changes in me for e past almost 8 months....
they mean very different to me~
n He, the Everlasting Heavenly Father, also mean really very.... different n important to me~^^
在祂的面前,我可以卸下所有的防衛面具,甚至是除去我身上的保護色...
更沒想到的是,就連在某些小組員/弟兄姐妹面前,我也能做得到同樣的事... 雖然那些人不多...

aiyo... very restless recently.... very tiring also ah.... sch got lts of stuff.... not lost but a bit blur... i'm getting more n more forgetful...
time flies... just realised tat it's coming to the end of the week... tmr it's fri???!!!   
going jin hse tmr ><    so lucky tat aikido is cancelled tmr... wooahaha... if not i'll still b very worrying about 2 things crash....
some exciting things happened last wk.   the secondary pm was a amazing one^^      then the sat CNY svc was a super amazing one... wooahaha...                 but e ava duty for CNY was a super... very ... stressful one... it's not like how ppl thinks tat we slack....but if u hav a chance to experience it. u guys will noe y all of us always look very stress during event duties...    oh.... training for sec 1 n 2s r coming... a bit off.... it's my training department's event... then i'll b conducting it too... be e trainer...  quite scare... btw... ava c or v.c... i'm going to hav my own cca club.... shock leh....

it has been a busy time for me since i was back from tw
...councilor camp, christma svc, lots of WHOLE day ava duties n stuff like that..
... and of course the most important thing was rushing for Hw><
seriously, i don really hav much free time left...  

i was told that lots of things had happened in 2 cg when i was away these 2 months...
n not only 1 person has told me that... until these few days, then i started to know some of them.. it's quite complicated la i will say....

anyway, people also told me that my blog is a emo one, that's y i didn really post much recently....
coz i want to try to post some happy things!!!

sch has started n this yr is a streaming for me. i want to do well!!! and i believe i can do it with my efforts n with God's help!
initially i was targeting at top 100 for yr 2009. but i hav just promise Ch to get into  top 50 by the end of the yr. i'm not very sure if i can fulfil the promise, but the only thing i know is i'll do my best n i know i will can do it. well, don ask me what's my current lvl position, that's not really important coz it's past. what's is important is that i'm now doing my best to hit my target. and well, i'm aiming for top 100 by mid yr n top 50 by end of the yr. anyway, i'm working hard now!!! n pray pray pray!!! 

recently i'm really troubled about the cca matters. cdc teacher is trying to pull me over. dad want me to quit vball. waiting for the result of the selection of councilor. and ava teacher has thought of puting me as v. chair. apart from cca, cg, family n outside sch activities r also troubled me lots. for cg i think i can't possibly attend it, then i also don noe how. aikido has also started n it crash wif cg. n some family matters also. i have been leaving all troubles to God recently, but problems can't be solve by running away from it. neither keep troubling myself can solve the problem... oh no... what should i do???? o God, i pray that you will bless my with a friend that can help me and guide me along. o Lord i pray that you will also help me and pull me through all the dufficulties...

since sch reopened, i hav been super attentive everyday in class for lessons. and don noe y the sch n things like that make me very tired...

but it's ok, coz sun is a day for me to recharge myself! though often i feel tired in svc too.(coz after swimming ma...><) but anyway, i'm looking forward to sun svc this wk!!!^^and the morning pm next mon.... oh gosh...i'm goin to share a short word next mon... very scare... .but i want to share about fellowship n friends, sth around around this topics lor...

kk today i hav say a lot liao... it's time for me to be back for work... bye guys...

我...又來啦  很久沒來了...
因為很懶的打麻...
今天只有12度, 冷到一個"非常的冬天"的程度><
我也不解我在打啥東東...因為太冷了...手指僵硬...很難打字...


昨天,去買了要在我姊婚禮上穿的"裙子"
請注意!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
裙子~是裙子喔~請各位兄弟姐妹們把"我"跟"裙子"放在一起,做一個很簡單的想像....
對!就是那樣!!!看到了嗎?很可笑吧><到時候應該再配個內搭褲,靴子或伯肯鞋吧><

也因為這樣,本來定昨天飛的機票也取消了....因為要每買結婚用的還有我要帶回去的東西....難得我姊請假..
唉...誰能了解???? cl 應該可以了解, 有大致跟他聊了一點....
這完全就是矛盾跟失望麻...
還有啊... 自從回來之後...事事不順心
要找學校....去問了快一個月了,卻一點答覆也沒有...
我媽還要我搬出來, 好啊, 既然她要我搬, 我就很瀟灑的搬出來了
還有很多很多啦....


最近2個禮拜都看電視打電腦,用混的過日子.... 唉...就沒心思讀書咩....

想去上一些課程.....

就這樣啊....我最近的日子...
明天又要去 新生命 .....

剛剛看ㄌ一下今日ㄉ訪客人數,  又看ㄌ一下累積ㄉ訪客人數,  有一點給他小小ㄉ嚇ㄌ一跳
怎麼大家都這麼了解我啊!!!! o.O 都知道我不會留言所以就乾脆不來ㄌ是吧~哈哈
  
其實我前幾天才把全部ㄉ文章都刪ㄌ,                                                                         
因為啊....
就想說重新開始麻..哈哈

不過啊, 既然說到訪客人數, 我其實也很懊惱以下幾件事....
1) 本姑娘ㄉ網誌常常會有"靈異人士" 因為每次訪客人數都暴增, 但是!!!   會留下一些蹤跡ㄉ卻只有麻雀幾隻=='''
2) 近幾日無意中逛到ㄌ某位姊妹ㄉBLOG, 竟發現她有LINK我==''' 啊我明明就沒跟她說啊....  事情都還傳ㄉ蠻快ㄉ麻....
P.S 挫賽...不知有多少人都知道我ㄉ"秘密"了~ 哈哈~怪不得訪客人數會暴增...==      一切都屬開玩笑啊^^  還請各位大俠別與小妹我一般見識^^

剛剛11am跑去new life. 還蠻難被注意到ㄉ說,那ㄍ招牌==
今天就按立傳道士(pastor),結果一拖就到ㄌ4.30pm.   1pm才開始啦~(但不是說3點就結束ㄉ嗎?==''')
只有一句話"有聽沒有懂"==''' 就還挺不習慣ㄉ... 還一直在思索到底那些"基督式用詞"到底是啥東東...
連聖經都不知道怎麼翻....還好旁邊ㄉ那位姊妹ㄉ聖經是中英雙語ㄉ^^
今天唱ㄌ兩手熟悉ㄉ praise & worship songs
A heart after you & Take a hold of me
但是中文版ㄉ...不習慣...我竟然半途冒出ㄌ一句英文ㄉ歌詞....我是怎麼ㄌ我=='''
其他ㄉ關於我今天去新生命ㄉ事情就改天在何大家分享吧!!!

要去睡ㄌ...

等等要去new life主日....8.30am要起來==
現在已經要3.30amㄌ....
我死定ㄌ我....
等等還要趕回來webcast svc, 還不知道趕不趕ㄉ上
那邊12.30結束,webcast svc 12.30開始==
用衝ㄉ...

P.S早知道剛剛發文ㄉ時候就專心點．．．才不會搞到我發篇文章發這麼久．．．叫我剛去玩電腦勒＝＝