跌倒就要记得那种痛，不要让自己再跌到

just a random thought........

but. sometimes the one who makes u cry.. is the one who u care the most.

i wish.we have more time~! ><

seven miss calls and two text msgs. and a packet of milk which totally forgotten. =(

i called u seven times. i text u two times. i even walked to ur hse and get u a packet of milk. u didn't pick up my call. u didn't reply my text. u even forgot the milk. geez.

i was standing alone, gazing at one point outside the "mini" market in the morning. i had called u. i had texted u. i was thinking alone. as usual. i was deciding whether wanna buy u milk or not. alfred saw me. he asked me. and i told him. he was right. days are getting lesser and lesser. things that could be done lesser and lesser. think twice may be a bad advise. i just wanna treasure every moment we have. i love u.

他和你在一起前，可以和你谈天说地，和你打情骂俏，和你玩得又疯又癫
他和你在一起后，对你冷淡，不成在你面前表露真正的他，要找个话题...难！！

在一起之前，他爱你爱得要命，他当你是宝，没有你的日子，他过得很不自在，他会到处寻找你的踪影，直到你答应跟他在一起
在一起之后，他依然爱着你，或许他依然当你是个宝，但你却觉得自己根本是根草，没有你的日子，他依然过得很逍遥，你会到处寻找它的踪影，却永远都找不到

他不知道你需要什么，因为他根本不知道你需要任何东西
你也不知道它需要什么，因为你根本看不透真正的他

在一起之前，你和他的感情可以保持在沸腾状态，因为他对你的爱是绝对一百巴仙
在一起之后，你和他的感情会快速降到零下冰点，因为他对你的爱是含糊不清的百分率

在一起之前，他的时间大部分是属于你的，就算是24小时，他也会义无反顾地给完你
在一起之后，他的时间，24小时里，没有任何一秒钟是属于你的

在一起之前，你和他拥有许许多多的快乐，许许多多的回忆
在一起之后，你看着他和朋友建立属于他们的快乐，自己却只能回味停留在那里的回忆

这一切，比一句“我不再爱你”更残酷，比一句“分手吧”更残忍...
好几夜独自流泪，也不知道为什么，也不知值不值得

可是我不后悔爱上你，因为我尝试过，我努力过，我用心爱过...

<from Christal's blog>

请不要对号入座。 

还有不到一个月的时间
很想紧紧抱着你
我却知道
应该放手的

if there was a specially-made-spaghetti for me to end this morning, it will be more FAB!!!! =p

to my extremely loyal reader....... u should know what i am talking about... hehe^^ 

真的
很想很想
让你知道

最近的我 在忙着 要出国留学的东西
左忙忙 右忙忙 那个还没弄好 这个还没弄好
很多东西还没弄好
其实时间还有很多 还有两个月多 也不用那么的紧张
可是 有时候你真的不能不紧张
其实
心情是很复杂的 一大堆有的没的
。。。。。呵呵 说好 不乱想的

最近遇到了一些事务人物 弄到我 极为暴怒的 幸好 我 耐力够高

如果你不清楚事情的真相 那情你把你那张臭嘴闭起来 你真的以为 你全身的铜臭味 我会稀罕吗？ 我呸！！！有时候 别人不跟你吵 未必是别人 屈服于你 而是别人要你有更好的机会下台 朋友 有时是到一个地步 如果超过了 就别怪我不客气 duh 超不爽的 你真的以为 你 身上那几样名牌 身家那么的丰厚 别人就会为你低下头啊？我呸！！！！ 还有你 一副以为 自己最强的样子
我呸！记得 有些东西真的有界限的 如果你要我尊敬你 那麻烦你尊敬别人！

不说这些让人火滚的事了

看！！！！！！



是不是很可爱？？？？ 哈哈 *kiss* *kiss*

i have a feel that you belong with me. =p 

oops. air pollution. haha. once a year only. should be okay? i shall plant more trees in my garden. lolz.

yeap. i have lots of fun~!!! there was a potluck party in my hse. organized and hosted by my neighbourss... previously, i thought it will be damn boring. as most of them are adults who talk about politics, politics and politics, and the kids who are seriously annoying. but, at last it turned out. A fun ONE =p i like lanterns. i like candles. i like smile. i like love. lolz.

gonna start to work on visa application. geez. weird feeling. family. friends. michael. everything here. and not to forget dad's too.  geeezz. it is weird. omg. time flies. i will be fine. everything will be fine. uni life will be fine. U n I will be fine? i hope so...

i am 19. yea. 19. the last tenth year. so what? i still look YOUNG!!! wakakaka =p okay. it's just a birthday. no outing with friends. no celebration. no hugs or kisses from mother or bf or frens. but tons of massages spammed my phone this morning. it is sweet. especially, BB. i really no idea why he will remember my bday. haha.. thx anyway. birthday is really not a big thing. lol. [quote from weiquan, others' birthday are really a BIG thing for us.]  think about it. it is so true. haha.
<a cake from my uncle. sweet. i like the chinese wordings.>




<not really like bear. but this is cute. don't u think so? >

duh. i admit. noob in high techno thingy....but. luckily. everything has solved. thanks to eva. the user of HTC. haha =p 

it's SUNDAY!!! AND it is RAYA break..............my aunt's family (singapore) is here. The guys went out for golf. My aunt is in my hse with my mom. We shall go out for some shopping ah?! yea...SHOPPING PLEASE~!!!! 

my bf. still sleeping i think. geez. miss u.  


ps: random post.  

"Meeting you was a fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over. "

i love u but i hate u! 
i hate u but i love u....
i hate u because i love u... 
i love u and i hate u!
i hate u but i still love u~! 
geez... what's this relationship yea?
kill me.. please. emoness.. 

should i close down this blog ah? hm........ 

that's great to have a bro beside me. he is the only one who has idea to plant a smiley FACe on my mom's. i am really glad to have him. my lovely bro. mom was damn emo ytd. due to the leaving of my eldest bro. luckily. i have my 2nd bro. the happy one. the one who has the best,the most inherited genes from my dad. he brought us out. we went to bangsar for some shoppings. and dinner. that's great! i bought a dress. and my mom bought a blouse too. the dinner was great too. but i was very full and sleepy on that time.<woke up 5.30 ytd morning. and we had high tea in alexis. the garden. on 4 sth.> anyway, i had a great day due to the companionship of my bro. 1 more thing, a new kiss on my harrier. OUCH!! the stupid kancil.






   
 

 
< telawi street bistro. bangsar. beef n duck.>



   



 
< picture of the day. me. =) >

 

yeap. bro is heading to indiana. back to his iub. and the "drama" is going to begin. i hate this. that's the reason i stop watching tvb dramas. too dramatically and that's fact. that's what happening in life. trying to bear with it. but i couldn't. I just couldn't. mom. plz. no. drama. for. me. i. hate. to. clean. up. the. mess. 


don't pity me. i don't need it. i live the way i wanna be or the way the world make it be.   

yet. it is a fast ending one. as always, a fast and a fierce one. as always, the good ending. i love this. thanks dear. i am going to love u more than ytd. pls beware!!! haha!!!

who says wretch.cc can't have chatbox? 

I have one NOW!!!! wohoo.... 

leave me a msg yea?! hehe ^^