跌倒就要记得那种痛，不要让自己再跌到

jane says: "i am confort in my own bubble!"
manu says:" i just can't speak chinese."
isaac says:"we are superior than them."
me says:"screw them larrrHH!!!"

apparently, the others are not happy with the TAYLORIANS.. but whatever. I AM DEFINITELY OKAY WITH IT =) 

PEOPLE.... THERE ARE SNOW EVERYWHERE!!!! I am going to share all my happiness with you guys.. 

First and foremost, snow on the bench. yeap. I am squatting beside the bench. did you notice my specs? it is transition-specs!!


Next, the metal tree on the street.. it looks nice during winter, but I wonder how it will look like during summer or fall.. are they going to decorate it???



Thirdly, just another pose with the tree...



LASTLY, PHOTO OF THE DAY!!! I hug tree. *hug*

U do know that u will like me, don't you????

two tests in a row. finally, it's over. I have studied for days and nights. and now, I have big panda eyes, damn-freaking-lazy-tired-body, bad breath, stupid scalp (dandruff) problem, dry skin and etc.... ish.  i hate this. anyway, who cares!!!!!! =)

So, here is the solution of mine for all those freaking annoying problems--- I am not going to touch any of my HW by 12am. And, hopefully, I will be on bed before 12am. ^^

But, before that, I would like to share with u the most-recently-photos. (which are taken by today. yea, before my bloody-hell-test!)

i have been here for more than one months. AND I AM STILL ALIVE!!!! (if that's what u wanna know..) but, i miss msia food, i miss msia shoppingsssss, i miss msia ppl, i miss msia frens, i miss msia u..and U!

things go well here. i am coping everything quite well. classes are hectic. assignments are worst. lab reports are a mess. but. I AM ENJOYING. this is the so-called "UNI-life"? i guess so. but, i need a JOB now... desperateeeeeee.. i even went to career services today to acquire some part time job info. hopefully i can get a job soon, so that i can buy things that i WANT it. (i have a lot of NEEDS to fullfill) wakakaka...

i guess it is turning cold these fews days. u know what, I AM ENJOYING~! the others are telling me how they hate the weather and bla bla bla.... PUT ON UR LONGJOHNS THAT YOU BROUGHT OVER LA DUH!!! stop complaining! okay, i am still wearing my long-johns pants every monday,wednesday and friday.. because these are the days that i need to wake up freaking early to catch the freaking 7.45am bus to go east campus.. and then need to take the freaking-late-last-bus on 6pm back to my dorm.... ish!

anyway. I AM HAVING FUN HERE! =)



(i'm wondering. what if. what IF. we are still together...... )

stay strong and take care!
i have switched on my msia phone for you.. call me when u need to talk!  

finally, i managed to get in the classes and the labs that i want. ish. it is a good thing for me. if not i will killl my advisor (JUDY, the only advisor for dietition in UNL), she signed me up for lecture but not the lab! lol

hectic life. assignments and quiz are coming along. I have assignments to due and quiz on this tuesday. But, i went out for movie ytd night (the very 1st movie in nebraska-lincoln).. after that, i came back and continue do my assignment till 5am.. and, now i am awake 1.05pm.. need to continue my assignment because i am going to bao's hse later for taylorians potluck gathering.. =) I must finish my assignment and study today! I don't think i have time on monday, (fyi, monday is public holiday in usa..don't ask me why. google, pls) becauseee I AM GOING TO ICE-SKATE!!! haha =p I am so so looking forward to it.. I don't know how to skate, but I guess it will be very very fun!!!! 

one more fyi, don't ask me why i can be so chilling.. this is life, ppl.. u should balance everything, and try to have fun every seconds.. AND, i am not that study-face-book everyday just for one quiz.... ish, i hate this question. 

okay, lastly.. my pic.. i am enjoying my life in UNL ! don't worry me yea~ 
 

yes, people. I am in nebraska-lincoln. I am fine here. No worries. I am using my first-GAteway-Laptop updating my long-lost-first-in-UsA-blog. I am here to say HELLo.. I am pretty good here, enjoying my new totally new lifestyle, trying to speak english as much as possible, be more friendly as much as I could, trying new things everyday...=)

emo-bad-worse-sucks-doubtful-over-past-relationship, the believe that always have a lie on it... should stay in MALAysia FOREVER! and it will gone eventually~ it is difficult to move on, but it is a must to carry on my new life. huRRAY! the photos in the pen-drive should be deleted. the bad memories that in our mind should be removed. anyway, we are still friends.. =) 

usa. usa. usa. is it the WONDERFUL? I am on my way searching for the answer, and hopefully it is... 

one more last thing, before i go to bed...... 

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PPL!! it is 2010!!!! it is time for us, to climb, to touch, to fly, to do, TO BE... what we want!!!!! 

remember, FOLLOW UR HEART, she will bring u to the destination u want...... =) 

tired. wanna go back my room and SLEEEPPPP. or can I go my grandma hseeeee and sleep yea??? damnn tired..and sleepy..

ish... i want bed la.....

okay.. nth much to post up.. will take care and will have fun... will work hard, study hard and play hard also... will smile at the past, and hug new guys...

no worries yea~ nite ppl~ love!

ps: pink color is my fav color. it cheer me up!!! so, i need a pink laptop to cheer me up ALWAYS!!! =)

yuanlaiwodediannaoyouhenduonidezhaopian.
yuanlaiwohaiyoudangchuwomentanhuadeneirong.haha.
jintiandewoyemingbaileyuanlaideletedejianhenrongyijiunengdeletewanwomendeyiqie, danshiwomendehuiyishiyongyuandeletebudiaode.
jintiandewo,henxianggaoshuni,xiexieniyizhiyilaidepeiban.wohenxiangni,nizainali.....




<from beijing bird nest stadium>


it is 27th again. it was my lucky number since i knew my birthday is on 27th. yet, things changed. bad happened. once a while, i hate 27th and i used to emo when 27th came. well, time changes us. i was so damn happy on the 27th this year. and on nov. 27th, the crossed line has back to his own path, we are no longer crossed. we are parallel lines. =p today, it is 27th again. and i am ready to fly. maybe i will meet a prince over there. or maybe few years later, we will meet up and good things happen.. maybe maybe maybe..... who knows my destiny might be you or another him.. =p i believe on fate, do u? 

treasure every moment with all of u.
klang's bak kut teh. kinchin's hse. sunway pyramid. snow flake. taylor's. club 9. sean's hse.
great day with great friends.  =p

everything was so familiar. the road. the seat. the pool table. the breakfast. the quarrel. the silent.
yet. I am going to leave all this... leave all this used-to-be....
no one knows how will future be...so let's create it by OURSELVES~!!

a love quote i get from fb... lolx
it is so so so so so true...
"Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go."
think. think.. think...

走在人生的十字路口
彷徨着
坚持着
锁定了目标就往前冲呗！怕啥呀？
冲冲冲！！！
哈哈~人之所以能，因为相信能啊！

最近，烦心的事特别多
儿女感情该放到一边了
公主和王子的爱情故事也该告一段落了
公主期待下一个王子、骑士或平民会更好
也祝愿王子幸福~！

看着电脑里的照片
突然觉得我的笑是很有活力的
看着看着心情也变好了

来！笑一个吧~！

well.deleted the blog posts.i guess u have read it. or maybe not. whatever. it is time to move on. time to prepare for a new life... remember, we are friends. no matter how bad our relationship ended, we are still friends forever.. this is the promise we will never forget.

PS: this is what i wanted to tell u. the calls that couldn't reach u....but, i guess u will be reading this very soon... ^^

everything will be fine soon.

just a random thought........

but. sometimes the one who makes u cry.. is the one who u care the most.

i wish.we have more time~! ><

seven miss calls and two text msgs. and a packet of milk which totally forgotten. =(

i called u seven times. i text u two times. i even walked to ur hse and get u a packet of milk. u didn't pick up my call. u didn't reply my text. u even forgot the milk. geez.

i was standing alone, gazing at one point outside the "mini" market in the morning. i had called u. i had texted u. i was thinking alone. as usual. i was deciding whether wanna buy u milk or not. alfred saw me. he asked me. and i told him. he was right. days are getting lesser and lesser. things that could be done lesser and lesser. think twice may be a bad advise. i just wanna treasure every moment we have. i love u.

他和你在一起前，可以和你谈天说地，和你打情骂俏，和你玩得又疯又癫
他和你在一起后，对你冷淡，不成在你面前表露真正的他，要找个话题...难！！

在一起之前，他爱你爱得要命，他当你是宝，没有你的日子，他过得很不自在，他会到处寻找你的踪影，直到你答应跟他在一起
在一起之后，他依然爱着你，或许他依然当你是个宝，但你却觉得自己根本是根草，没有你的日子，他依然过得很逍遥，你会到处寻找它的踪影，却永远都找不到

他不知道你需要什么，因为他根本不知道你需要任何东西
你也不知道它需要什么，因为你根本看不透真正的他

在一起之前，你和他的感情可以保持在沸腾状态，因为他对你的爱是绝对一百巴仙
在一起之后，你和他的感情会快速降到零下冰点，因为他对你的爱是含糊不清的百分率

在一起之前，他的时间大部分是属于你的，就算是24小时，他也会义无反顾地给完你
在一起之后，他的时间，24小时里，没有任何一秒钟是属于你的

在一起之前，你和他拥有许许多多的快乐，许许多多的回忆
在一起之后，你看着他和朋友建立属于他们的快乐，自己却只能回味停留在那里的回忆

这一切，比一句“我不再爱你”更残酷，比一句“分手吧”更残忍...
好几夜独自流泪，也不知道为什么，也不知值不值得

可是我不后悔爱上你，因为我尝试过，我努力过，我用心爱过...

<from Christal's blog>

请不要对号入座。 

还有不到一个月的时间
很想紧紧抱着你
我却知道
应该放手的

if there was a specially-made-spaghetti for me to end this morning, it will be more FAB!!!! =p

to my extremely loyal reader....... u should know what i am talking about... hehe^^