December 16, 2011

好難過好難過....

好難過好難過
無法說出的難過~
我是白癡~
難過也不知該如何說出
為什麼我還要一個人在晚上悶到極點~
為什麼我希望我現在能出一場車禍,躺在醫院躲起來~

為什麼沒人懂我?
為什麼我一點也不想要看到有人留言問我為什麼難過,卻又希望有人能真的瞭解我的惆悵...如此矛盾
為什麼我不想怨對任何人~卻也不想責怪自己~

為什麼我難過卻沒人瞭解?

原來我不能夠一直透支我的付出~
有一天我也會承擔不了~
我不想聽別人說~不想要別人跟我說話~
又希望有人能真的瞭解我的難過~

我不想要一切了~
原以為我根本不在乎我有的一切~卻難以承受我失去一切~

為什麼我找尋人生的意義,找了數十年~仍然不知道人生的意義為何?
為什麼我又認為不是沒能力,又覺得自己什麼都不會?
為什麼我現在一直覺得好矛盾?

為何我現在無法暫時拋開這麼多的矛盾?
為什麼我只是希望有人是在乎我的~有這麼困難?


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