November 15, 2011

Inside my heart !!

 Yesterday I just went to Emergency ward in Hospital….. hmmm….. one of my friend had breathing difficulties…. man that really worried me sooo much I was speeding to the hospital…. and hmmm that's really scary…. lucky nothing serious happened … and really life is something we can't control …. no matter how rich you are … how strong you are … we still have to face this …. dead…. man…. I really wish to go home sometime when I think of this…. wanna go back to take care my family …. spend more time with them…..  

Why life really hav to be so difficult until now I still asking this question….. when dead comes I think that's the time the answer review bah…. hmmm…. so I like to take the chance here to leave whatever I wan or wish to say now over this blog…. of coz cross finger …nothin happen…. lately I sort of see a some tiny light which made me smile in darkness here… of coz I wanan be alive … but I just wanan say here … for just incase!!!

最近我去上课,我老板送我去上了紧急急救课程。。。哇其实很多东西和学问我都不懂的耶。。。经过了今天心情很矛盾,人生真的太多预想不到的事会发生了。。。课程很不错知道了很多本来不懂的学问在急救方面。。。。 相信真的发生在自己周围的话会比以前更有信心去应付吧。。。

真的人生真的很短。。。很多东西和事情都不是在于我们控制的范围里面,好比说:“意外。。。生病。。。等等” 真的今天不懂明天的事,开始担心身边的人。。最近还好吧?说真的我真的是时候戒烟。。。就当着为了自己。。。为了身边重要的人。。。唉自己的定力真的很弱叻,每次不开心。。有烦恼。。。压力大的时候。。都会想抽一根烟。。唉真的不能再这样子了!!!自己的年纪真的不是开玩笑了。。。也不想以后自己会有什么事情要麻烦身边的人。。。

我想借用今天的经历再一次写下自己心里话。。。我真的害怕一天真的无段段就走了,连说的机会都没有。。。。。。。如果他日。。。如果我真的离开了人间。。我希望任何人能帮我告诉在这一篇文章里面的人我想说的话, 非常的谢谢你们;-)。。。。

致我可爱的Daddy
Dad … there are something I wish to tell u here… if you read this accidentally.."Yes, I m fine now" :-) Don't worry… just that I afraid I don't got the chance to say something I wanna say deep inside me…. but if my friend tell u bout this …. yes I maybe gone…. not that I can't say it to u now while I m still here.. but I really duno how to say, I m sorry!! but Dad .. pls don’t sad… if I m gone, that's must be God's call … and there must be a very big reason that I have to go…. and I wan and wish u all to be strong… and I Love you as much as Mum … just I duno how to show it to u … and please do take good care… I pretty sure when the time comes I be waiting for u at the gate of Heaven!!

致我可爱的妈妈:
咪咪。。我只是纯粹想把自己的心里话说在这里,希望不算太迟吧。。。其实我还没有戒烟,说大话骗你也只不过不想你担心我在这里的生活,其实我在这里很寂寞,不过又不想放弃自己很想为自己打一片成绩给你看。。所以一路以来我都在骗你。。只是不想你担心。。不过我真的会戒烟为了你。。因为我要照顾你。。只是担心自己没有哪个福气,希望神给我那个机会。。只是今天不懂明天事,所以先说好自己想说的话。。如果我走了,请你顾好自己。。我深信我们还会再一次的见面。。别难过哦。。。别放弃我们再见的想法!我会努力。。你真的不要为我担心。。因为我是你的儿子!

致妹妹:


July 18, 2011

朋友。。。一路顺风。。。

Weather : Sunny , Chill

Time : 18th July 2011 Monday 11:22 Am

 

hey winter liao … so cold le.. aihh…

 

朋友。。。一路顺风。。。虽然没有联络了。。。知道你要离开对我来说也很失望。。。可惜没有机会和你亲口道别。。。不懂以后是否有机会再见, 我在这里给你最真心的祝福,希望你健健康康。。开开心心。。的回家。。哈哈有一点羡慕你哦。。。你妈妈应该很开心见到你。。。好啦。。。加油哦。。。


June 23, 2011

心境很不安。。。

weather : Rainy day

date : 23th june 2011

 

 

我最近很忙,上班的心情也大大的衰减。。。没有什么动力。。。很多失误,每次搞错很多东西。。哎我也不懂为什么会这样子。。。

 

我已经习惯了没有在算没有她影子的日子了。。。最近呐。。她像是人间蒸发一样。。没有她任何消息。。。反而开始有一些关心,不懂她还好吗?近来无妨吧~ 。。。昨天我在整理我的folder时。。看到一些video。。。老实说。。我看回去时。。我的心里含着一丝丝的甜美。。。那个时候我们真的是开心过。。。也没有必要去痛恨总总的不该。。。我心里真的从心笑了出来。。。。。。希望你开心吧。。我知道你要离去。。真的我有一点失望。。虽然我们已经像是没有联络了。。。

 

我呐。。。心境很不安。。。也不懂不安些什么。。。。也开始忙在我们BFMshow了。。。

 


May 20, 2010

夜深里惊醒的我


夜深里惊醒的我

一手以往右边电话一看

四点早上心里有一种安慰

因还离工作的时间远

 

顺手一擦的眼角

熟眠的我又落下不该落的泪

留下了泪水的痕迹

心不甘 皱眉头 又能怎么样


January 12, 2009

有什么东东想要的啊?

嘿, 

大家好,我又回来了。。。 今天monday .. 哎你懂我懂咯。。monday blues 麻。。。 
很显的。。。又懒懒酱。。不过今天的心情瞒糟糕的。。昨晚整晚就在想念别人。。。
还发恶梦。。。而且那个粉肠蚊子。。在我耳朵边。。*wiiii 往往 wiii 往往。。 完全不用睡了。。
6 点那个天就亮了, 好像到钟去上班酱。。。他妈的十八代祖宗。。。 现在可怜咯。。
眼镜无神。。 提不起精神哦。。。 

好啦!进入今天的主题。。。我就要回去MSIA holidays .. for 2 weeks 。。噢。。。心情还好啦。。
期待的是回去吃而已喔。。。回penang 吃,klang 吃.. 什么都是吃。。 啊所以叻。。。就想问问。。


January 6, 2009

Do you like Surprises .... ?

Hi again, 
today "Heart Blood Come Wave" 心血来潮 wanna share something ... 
obviously .... 
today's topic " Surprise " 

Some people find that "surprises" is exciting, some ppl dont like it at all .... is still depends on you ... like it or not ... 
As for me ... I kinda Like it .. but too much of surprises i think gonna make me sick ... huehuee ....  ok today that I like to share some experience that I had ...  

For me, I just arrived in NZ not long ago ... and frankly ... and this is the 1st surprised i got from my best friend (Gio), penny and Yenyi ..... frankly that day they given me a lot of hints but i just not being aware enough ... " BLUR " but i like to say "thanks again" over here... 


January 4, 2009

老板家 - 开餐

hmmm... 和大家分享一下今天所发生的事。。。。 今天我们搬office 了咯,搬去了一个比较大的office 基本上是比较大。。不过也便宜因为老板要save cost,唉呀经济不好,是酱的咯。。总之我还有得一起搬去就好了。。呵呵。。 然后老板invited 我们去他的家BBQ, 讲是讲bbq 不过像吃饭多一点,不过好丰富喔。。很久没吃到那么好料咯。。。 

有:-

Lamb
Beef
Fish & Prawn (tom yam style)
Salad
Wines & Beer
Ice Cream (hokey-pokey)


December 29, 2008

Our Story

Our 1st blog - Memorable NZ

-29/12/08 Monday

Weather : Rainy
Mood : Blur Blur

Hi everyone .. welcome to our 1st blog, basically i am the founder [kevin] for this blog and the person who recomended to create this blog is our lovely friend Gio,
the reason for the blog is to updates and strengthen the relationships between our friendships.


March 18, 2009

BFM 09

Hmm… it’s been a while eh…. Since the last posted item was on January now already March; Time really flies… hmm… How everybody is even though I know there are on much people aware on this blog anyway is good to inform/promote something here….

 

 

Ok today’s topic is going to promote the events that our lovely friends in New Zealand . The performance was being performed last year successfully as our friends are planning to make it even better this year, the events is majoring about ECO living while nowadays everywhere are polluted and hope the message able to spread to SAVE our EARTH.

 

 

The title event “ BFM 09 “ stand for Brighter Future Musical 2009, and it is the Musical/Act Stage performance herd by of all different range of people. The early bird able to get entrance ticket for $ 12 and is a 2 hour musical stage performance on coming 11th & 12th Sept 2009. If you are interested to enjoy the performance please do contact Adrian for the tickets on +64 21- 1629 363 or you may reach me(Kevin) on kykw@hotmail.com or facebook.

 

 

While meantime if you are interested to be a part on the stage or back stage please do welcome to join us, this is a voluntary events as  we are now planning on all the scripts, stage scene, music edition and etc. Thus, we are looking for sponsorships on the coming event as previous year we got few sponsors that you can refer our official website: www.bfm09.tk for more information and updates.  

 

                                                                                          

 

Hmm … ok done with the promoting side.. Really looking forward on the event and it should be very very good experience, while myself is the 1st time participant this kind of events, and very exciting on coming Sept….  Cheers!



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