a sort of order
i'm finally trying to do the right thing
but now it's for all the wrong reasons.
i'm not deranged. not there yet.
some days it feels like all i can do is breathe
and stare
and cry
and sleep.
white ceiling white walls white space.
hell, it's nothing beautiful.
i know my hands still don't fit.
they're still empty. still waiting.
at least it doesn't hurt anymore.
it's just the disappointment.
in all seriousness,
don't ever bother trying to pinpoint the exact moment you broke.
it's easier to forget the ocean you've never been to,
the stars you've never counted,
the song you've never heard,
the history you've never seen.
the time you've never had.
words are the byproduct of dissatisfaction;
i only wish mine had more taste.

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1樓搶頭香
u finally had a new entry, which too bad that i don't understand
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2樓頸推
i dont understand it either but i love it :p
dont hide this entry!
dont hide this entry!
:)