a wish
if i could ask for anything,...
for christmas, for new year, or even...just for having something,
i really, truly wish for a purpose.
i want to know what im working for,
i want to know why i should wake up everyday and do what im "suppose" to do,
i want to have somethign to work for,
i want to have something to look forward to,
because rite now, at this moment, this month, this year,
i dont.
i wish i do, but i dont.
i thought i did, but i was wrong.
give me a reason,
a reason that i can accpet,
and ill work for it.
that's my wish for christmas, and for the upcoming year.
"We throw our parties; we abandon our families to live alone in Canada; we struggle to write books that do not change the world, despite our gifts and our unstinting efforts, our most extravagant hopes. We live our lives, do whatever we do, and then we sleep- it's as simple and ordinary as that. A few jump out of windows or drown themselves or take pills; more die by accident; and most of us, the vast majority, are slowly devoured by some disease or, if we're very fortunate, by time itself."
- The Hours by Michael Cunningham
1:04 am
1樓
1樓搶頭香
is that ur 11:11 wish? ^^
成長的路程 走走走 反而失去了目標
我一向知道自己要的是什麼
到了今年 卻忽然腦袋一片空白
似乎什麼都想不起來
越來越失落
but wut can we do?
itz life...
u just gotta accept it...
and hope...
one day, u'll suddenly find ur
purpose...
happy new year, my 璇璇!
luv luv luv!
^_____________^ <-
im "proportional"!
2樓
2樓頸推
is that ur 11:11 wish? ^^
成長的路程 走走走 反而失去了目標
我一向知道自己要的是什麼
到了今年 卻忽然腦袋一片空白
似乎什麼都想不起來
越來越失落
but wut can we do?
itz life...
u just gotta accept it...
and hope...
one day, u'll suddenly find ur
purpose...
happy new year, my 璇璇!
luv luv luv!
^_____________^ <-
im "proportional"!
3樓
3樓坐沙發
我給你一個理由
你每天起床上學
是因為你想要看到我!!!
就這麼簡單~
嘿嘿嘿
不要想太多啦
這問題我也想過
我的conclusion就是我很想自殺~
嘿嘿
我跟你說過了嘛!
就這樣啦
你很幸福啦~
至少你有我給你理由
我都沒有人給我理由
悲哀阿~~~
4樓
福樓
jo stop complaning lol
tw is so fun hahahhahaa muwahahahahha - -
5樓
專業的5樓
first time comment :)
hahah at first i
thought you asked for a
purse and i was
like...you have 195801.
but iono. right now
we're all jsut working
for college cause we
haven't really seen
outside the world. so
hopefully u find ur
purpose outside your
parents protection.
btw are u in taiwan?
6樓
6樓
充實自己 幫助別人/help to bring the happiness to others.
that's what my dad once told me haha, i know it sounds stupid
buh i found it quite hard. -_-
I suggest..that you should focus on 比較小的東西 first, like
lose 5 pounds of weight or something (ahahha im juz kidding=P),
buh u get my point.
Keep working hard and prepare yourself till you finally know
what you want =D.
但是現在是senior year 耶白癡! enjoy it! You can work on other
stuff ah like be a caring friend and a sweet family member --
make everyone around you truly cherish your presence. right?
7樓
7樓
jobobo, this is such a
depressing entry! :( but i
think a lot of seniors are
feeling that way, purpose-
less, especially right now
when we're so close to
starting this whole new
college thing. but we all just
need to trust that we'll find
whatever we're meant to do,
whoever we're meant to be,
soon enough; and in the
meantime, don't let ourselves
be bogged down with depressing
thoughts~
*hug!*
8樓
8樓
do u ever miss it