8:25am
sitting in front of the comp,
listening to jay chou's newest song,
chatting with a friend,
So just when I almost gave up on this blog, i realized ppl ACTUALLY do look at it once in awhile! Thank youuuu people! People's been asking me why i never update it "recently" (my rate of updating blog is about 1 entry every 2 months -_-). SO...i think i should stop being lazy and actually post something. This time, i updated some pictures! This is probably the first time i went to that page since last year? haha, anyway, here's a brief summary of what happened in the past 2 months....
"If you must swallow a bitter pill of reality, then do it as gracefully as possible. Don't attempt to make things look better than they are, for whatever isn't working should be set aside. It's not a smart idea to waste energy on an outdated plan. "
I would just really like to see how ridiculous this can get.
My econ teacher told us that we already finished 10% of our senior year, 10%! All i can remember from these 10% days is homework after homework, essays after essays test after test, gossip after gossip, and of course, running to class after lunch everyday. SAT's coming up, and i thought i would be WELL prepared, but im not even sure if i know more now than i did last year.
Writing my personal statements was pretty depressing. i have not accomplished anythign that other people hasnt. But do we really have to do somethign "extrodinary" in the past to succeed in the future? I dont even know what i want to do "when i grow up," and that phrase doesnt even really apply anymore -_-. When exactly is the time that we "grow up?" 18? 21?
2007 summer- my first summer without summer school and my last summer before i graduate. It was pretty ok except i didnt really get to hang out with anyone. Everyone keeps asking how tw was, well...its seriously just..."okay." For someone like me who hates doing the same things every single day somehow went through this summer doing exactly that -_-. I studied, ate, watched tv, and slept. Went shopping every once in awhile and i also realized something about myself.....i MIGHT not like shopping =O haha, random~
i finished the very last harry potter book in 2 days! Even after i finished the last page, i went on and read all the other extra information about the author and the book, haha. i just couldnt believe that was it! I remember the year that the first book came out was also the year that i came to the US. And now the last book's out and im a senior!! I was so sad cause there was always that one book that im expecting every summer and i know there wont be any more harry potter books. =/ The book was pretty good, but i was EXTREMELY MAD that my FAVORITE character DIED!!! i know he's not exactly the most important character, but still!! how can J.K. Rowling let him die??? do u know who im talking about??? NO, its not Lupin. its FRED!!! she could have made george die and i wouldnt even be this mad, but FRED??? *sigh* i really liked his character, and i really didnt liked the fact that J.K. Rowling dindt even go into details about the death, she just mentioned his body lying there and that was it. Anyway, im going into one of my harry potter crazy mode again, ill stop now. ![]()
This summer and last summer have been so different; i had classes like 24/7 for the entire summer, but this year- SO FAR- i havent had that many classes. And last year, I only went back to tw for 2 weeks ,but this year, i stayed here for like 2 weeks, and im leaving for tw. Yup, im forced to leave in less than 48 hours from now. Last year i was dying to go back to tw, but this year, i REALLY dont feel like going. -_-
Summer's being ok so far, but for some reason, i'm SO annoyed everyday. I'm losing the "already not that much" patience that i had before. I think summer's just really not the season for me. There has never been a summer where ive been excited. i guess i just cant live without school. HAHA jkjk
Everyone that knows me know how much i hate school. ^^
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