HER PRIVATE SELF

I love cute little tiny kid and naughty dog.
Since our project is about youth care, we went to paya lebar service centre to teach and play with them about environment and saving tips.
The kids are fun to play with but i really agre that at times kids are difficult to teach as the lose focus easily.

While i was walking to school i saw a maid combing dog hair n i went foward and ask permission to take picture of the dog. i love dog..

REALLY HAD A GREAT N ENJOYABLE HOLIDAY.There was alot of fun activities held in campus.No forgeting all my outing with my friends and my dear. DEAR I MISS YOU NOW!!!!
JIE and me oso went to work as carelefare for a taiwan movie cum show-'xing guang yi jiu chan lan'. The main lead is kelly n 1 gentleman.
I must admit at times it was board but we gain alot as we had a better understanding how a movie works,seriously it's not simple. We act as fans n audience at different days.
On the second day AMANDA and I act as contestant we form a gp name TWEENIES.LOL
It was fun i enjoyed it alot...
Dear all u know what AMANDA,MY SIS AND ME took pic with a cool and handsome rocker. He was the co-lead.However seriously i like and prefer him to the main male actor becouse he simply ROCKS TO THE MAX.
However the pic was inside amanda camera i had not taken it from her..

For the past one week i had been to st luke elderly care.I love the place ,the staff nad the environment alot its simply just so heart-warming.
There was alot of heart warming incident occuring there.Some of the ah ma are simply so adorable and loving,if they like you they will give you a peck on your cheeks.
HMMM.. its so sweet n i love it.
On top of that, there was one cute ah gong who warm my icy hands with his whilke we were chatting.
He was extremely extraordinary sweet and its melts my heart.
I still remembreed a granny who likes guys more than girls. Once when i was playing a around with elgin by'ABUSING HIM' and the granny looked at me with her fiery eyes and i told her no i was sa yang him. guess what she just smile and said that elgin was agood boy.
LOOKS she is so adorable.
ST LUKE also celebrated birthday for jan babies ,In total there is 3 po po onbe of them was so touch tha
Friend, im sure your are all eager to see all those pic i had taken over there but my com can really be so troublesome.
It is falling sick. However, i will try to upload the pic as soon as possible.
t tears flow down her cheeks uncontroable.
she was touch.
However, i really do not know how many birthday they still can celebrate. It's REALLY A HEART BROKEN thing.
Its all right all my mummy and daddy, since we all had no control over it so lets just live life to the fullness.

DEAR ALL, THIS IS A REMINDER TO ALL OF YOU.
Life may be full of challenge and we may get scolding at times without knowing any specific reason.
However, i believed not all people are so wicked and mean to us,probably they wouldn't want it that way too. who wouldn't want to be life in a peaceful environment.
They had their reasons for doing so,they would not not want to bring us down either.

HELLO.. EVERYONE lately my cousin from indonesia came to my house n stay as she had some things to attent to.
she is a reserved n shy girl. Above are some pictures of us n her family, her name is ALICE N her sis is DIANA.
LATELY, we had quarrel again n im really feeling low that i told him not to mgs or call me ii wont reply n if he finds it ridiculous he can lead his ownlife.
He flood my phone but i remain steady.
TODAY,we made up n he surprised me with his handmade n sincere card i really like it. He draw [pic n even went down to plaza to print the photo of me n paste it in the apologise card.
SERIOUSLY, I FEEL THAT HE IS SINCERE N IS WILLING TO MAKE ME HAPPY.
He even fetch me after work without informing me.
AFTER, work we went shopping i brought a sandles for the new year dar oso say its nice.
ANYWAY, JZ WANNA TELL DAR I LOVE YOU N IM REALLY ECSTATIC WHEN U TELL ME THAT YOU HAD NO REGRET IN THIS RELATIONSHIP, HAD CHOOSEN THE CORRECT GIRLFRIEND N YOU SAID THAT IM YOUR ONLI LOVE.
IM REALLY GLAD TO HEAR THAT..

I doubt your cant see how ruby red my face is but i believe upon face to face your will see the effect.

TODAY 28 DEC was an early new year celebration for us gals.
2pm i meet lai under her void deck n help her carried the stuff that we need to cook for our GUEST.
OMG my kitchen was in a mess t was damn oily n smelly however we did enjoyed ourself in the untidy kitchen.
Dear all, i had not step into the kitchen for billions of centuries n im ordered to cut n chopped the ingrinent. Guys these was just the starting, the worst was more to come, i need to mop t5he floor
On tp of that, i did not had the thing to squeese the mop so i use my poor little hand haha.. no choice who expected that my house do not had that n i even used those old style of mopping the floor.
However, its all ok because i belong to chen family. yeah..
After all the cleaning we ate n played games those who loose need to drink. Its was exciting n fun after all.
Soon, after that we had our desert n we play cards game. omg i loose alot of money n its uncountable.
GUYS,BE EXTRODINARY CAREFUL who knows that maybe during chinese new year i will win back all the money. wahahah..
GUYS,really had a wounderful sun thxs for making all your accompany. i will miss your.. muack muack..
AND REMEMBER THAT YOUR ARE MY FRIENDS FOR A LIFE TIME.

our dinner christmas..

this is the card that i made for them n some chocolate as gift..

IM HAPPY TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS AGAIN.POH LING WILL BE GIVING BIRTH SOON AROUND MID FED OR END OF FED BAH.IM EAGER TO SEE HER BABY..

Today after sch @ 3pm went to changi point with family.
Initially, i was release at 5 pm however, today there is no sport and wellness.WHOOO..
Therefore im able to make it in time for my family gathering.
We ate dinner at one of the hawker center n spent around $47 on the food.
Basically, i think it was worthwhile and the food was yummy and cheap.
We brought food and share among ourself like;white carrot cake, orjian,nasi lamark,prawn noodle, fried baby sotong,chili prawn,kang kong, fried banana and fried new year cake.
Not forgetting our drinks and ice kajang.
Honestly, i would highly recommanded all my fellow friends to visit that place because the place had got alot of delicious food that are being recognize and were highlight by the public.
Hence, do drop by if you are free.
On top of that,today i had a enjoyable evening after having my test in the morning.
I really had a good attachment with all my family members especially, my parents.
Today, after so many years, our whole family went out together to changi( a such a far place) for dinner.
Basically, it was my father idea, i think because he miss his younger days when he was at the changi camp during his army days.
i remembered in the past when we were to went out father would drive us out but not now anymore as, he had sell away his car.
Anyway. its a PLEASANT day n experience for me.
I knew that my parents were tired but they still made an effort to went out with us.
I simply feel contented..

we are two boring soul hence, we went to xin wang and eat the FRENCH toast. THAT time i also went with dar to eat.That reminded me of dar.

DAD 48 BIRTHDAY AND SO RANDOM PIC..

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dar help me to peel off the crab hard shell hee...Fried man tou was dar favourite.
this pic is taken 2 years ago my dar is handsome right?SECOND LEFT IS HIM.
This pic was taken at the evening @ beauty word when went for dinner at this god mother and father stall. its yummy...
THs pic was taken at BOTTLE TREE PARK. His uncle invited us over for lunch.we ate FRIED BANANA.KANG KONG,SHARK HEAD,PIG LEG,CHILI CRAB AND FRIED MAN TOU. The fried man tou was dar fav and dar peel the crab hard sheel for me hee..
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OVERALL, I HAD FUN DURING THE WEEKENDS WITH DAR. I REALLY ENJOY AND APPRECIATED.>
HE WAS IN THE TOILET BATHING AND I QUICKLY PREPARE FOR HIM CUM I DID A LIST OF 101 REASON WHY I LOVE DAR AND LET HIM FIND AFTER HE HIS BATH. DAR I LOVE YOU LOTS..

yuck.. see hw dirty is the water..





OUR GROUP PIC...
Ooo.. Its a wonderful day at the sentosa and the orange global was shinning up above the sky so bright.
Hence, i got sun burn my back feels so painful but honestly i like the skin colour -reddish brown.
After this we went to harbourfront foodcourt and ate.
Since some of them insisted to go home amanda, zhou yang and i stay at vivo.We shopped and went for movie-MIRROR.
The movie to me was nice. It was thrilling, exciting,and touching at some parts.
I loved the part when the actor tries his best to protect his family and the part the actress did to save his son from the demon.
However, i feel sorry and pity for the actor because after so much of struggling he still died and was unable to lead a life with is family.
To me this is the movie that really left a impact on me.To be truth some part of the movie is quite scary probably of the sound effect,i dunno.
As compared to SAW or other horror movie i prefer this
Although it is not as digusting as other as SAW but i also dunno why i like this movie. I knew that the newspaper said that this movie and bangkok dangerous is not nice, the rating is not high but i simply like this movie.

Morning to all my friends and dar
Guess all of your are still sleeping soundly in bed while im awake and refresh.
How i hope that your could switch position with me cause if i did not sleep for a night all my pimples would pop out so scary and ugly.
Its been long since i last insomnia.
I miss my dar.
>>THERE ARE TIMES WHEN YOUR PRESENCE IS ABSENT AND UNREACHABLE BUT I KNEW IT DEEP INSIDE MY HEART THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE WALKING WITH ME THROUGH THE TWIST AND TURNS OF LIFE.
TOUCHES
23 SEPT

Today, in the afternoon i went bugis with with hui.
We went to bugis street level 2 there is a interesting shop that sell WIGS both of us were curious and went to take a peep.
The friendly salesgirls approached us and let hui try on the wig.
She try on a BOB hair.
Noe what my first reaction was WOW..I
Its looked so vintage and kinda funny on her. REALLY LAUGH MY ASS OUT.. OOPS
AFTER, THIS i went to woodlands to watch movie-BANGKOK DANGEROUS with dar dar.
To be honest, it really surprise me because i did not expected to meet him up today and of course not a movie date with honey
I enjoyed the time being with him and misses him.
Hope that the night will not fall in so soon.
So that i would be available to accompany him more. MUACK
Now the movie comments the show was considered not bad however, there was no subtittle and the story line was average.
One thing that disappointed me was that in the end the main character died. I feel pity for him and think that he does not deserved death although he had done wrong in the past.
however, the story was still worth watching.
STORY END HERE...
SWEET DREAMS TO THOSE WHOM KNOW ME NOT FORGETTING MY DEAREST DAR.. 99

It was a sunny and great day yesterday.
In the morning i went for my new cca which is ACHERY.
IT WAS EASY N FUN. We jz need to be in correct position n aim directly at the board
For the first two shot i was afraid to shot because it was my first try plus the board is very near.
It was my first time and i m not willing to went outside to the stadium due to the bright global orange.
After, the lesson i went to my boyfriend house.
we had an unpleasant day.
Both of us hardly communicate because of him la.
That kuku dampen both our mood.
My mood was fairly alright in the morning.
What began later has turned me like a shipyard which,is 180 degrees around.
ARGHHH.. its really driving me crazy..
Its really tired quarreling with him and it really,seriously affected our relationship.
It seems like in this relationship there is only bitter and little honey.
Where is our honeymoon period?
I REALLY WANT TO STOP ALL THIS. NEXT TIME WHEN I MEET HIM
I PLAN TO ORGANISE SOMETHING DIFFERENT AND STOP ALL THIS NONSENSE.
P.S I LOVE YOU DAR.

DARRRRRR,

CAUSE I LOVE AND I MISS YOU,
HEARING YOUR VOICE IS THE CLOSEST THING TO TOUCHING YOU

ZP SPEECH:
Why don wan to depend on me?
Im not stable to let you depend?
SM SPEECH:
Ya partially nt stable 4 mi t depend on plus i don wan t depend on a guy too muz think nt good, human muz still depend on themselves
ZP TURN:
SO U MEAN OUR RELATIONSHIP NT STABLE ENOUGH? AND ALWAYS RMB IM HERE 4 U TO DEPEND ON.
SM TURN:
Now den i noe i depend on u so muz n i noe tt ur there for me but somehow i jz hate to depend on others cause nothing last forever n love n aid wont be there for you always.
ZP TALK:
What is aid? and i dun really get wad you mean by love and help will not be there 4 you always. Explain?
Sm TALK:
Aid= help, simlpy nothing gonna last n happiness is only temporatory, things come and go just like you and me its opportunity that we are together but when time is up, BYE BYE is the word.
ZP VOICE:
You dun believe that we both will last? you don wan both of us to last? your love will not last forever?
SM VOICE:
Ya don believe if i were to get married it would be between 25-27, if i still don think its time to gt married i will wait. My character is weird i may look soft but in fact im tough. my frenz oso don understand me.
ZP RESPOND:
BUT YOU DON BELIEVE THAT LOVE CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING?

WOWW..
It been a long time since i last blogged.
Life been hectic cany blame n com was spoilt.
lately, alot of things, event will be popping up n i will fine my time to blogged, promise.
Below are some of the random pic qi yu n i took while we were at vivo whem we went for job hunting.
In the end we onli managed to filled up forms in forever 21 still waiting for the staff to call us.

DON WANT
DON WISH TO TALK TO TT BASTARD
DON WISH TO SEE HIM EITHER
YOU BLOODY HELL
DAMN MAD ABOUT YOU
THE THOUGHT OF YOU MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL

TODAY, I GT MY 1.1 POSTING RESULT.
I GT 35/68.
THE RESULT WAS VERY BAD TO ME.
ALTHOUGHT IT WAS MY VERY FIRST POSTING,I DONT EXPECTED MYSELF TO GT SUCH STUPID GRADE.
ITS DISAPPOINTING AND DEMOLISHING.WAD HAD I DONE NOT GOOD ENOUGHT?
THIS QUESTION KEEPS POPPING UP IN MY SMALL AND MESSY BRAIN.
I DID MY BEST THE OUTCOME WAS SAD IT WAS UNFAIR TO ME IM SURE TO THE OTHERS AS WELL.
YOU SIMLPY DID NOT MANAGED TO SEE THE EFFORT WE ALL PUT IN AND I MEAN IT.
I MUST ADMITTED THAT MY GROOMING NEEDS TO BE CONSTANTLY REMINDES BUT IN OTHER AREA I DID MY BEST AND TRIES TO IMPROVE ON IT.
I WORKED HARD AND THE OUTCOME WAS JUST A PATHETIC PASS IT WAS DISHEARTNING TO BE HONEST IM SERIOUS IN THIS COURSE!
I KNOW IT WAS JUST A STARTING AND THE ROUTH IS STILL LONG AND FULL OF UPS AND DOWN BUT I SIMPLY NOT HAPPY WITH THE RESULT AND I CANT ACCEPTED THE FACT.
YA.. I KNOW VERY WELL THAT IT WAS VERY POSTING BUT WE DON SEEMS THAT BAD OVERALL ISN"T. WE DID TRIES CANT YOU FEEL OUR EFFORT.
SO, WHAT'S THE USE OF SCORING STRAIGHT A FOR MY BIOLOGICAL N NURSING STUDIES IN THE END THE POSTING RESULT IS GOING TO PULL MY GPA.
I KNOW THAT BOTH NEEDS TO MERGE IN ORDER TO SCORE WELL.
ACTUALLY IM SPEECHLESS I DONT EVEN KNOW WAD IM SAYING AND IM WRITING THIS IN MY JOURNAL TO LET HER NOE.
PLS FEEL AND SEE THE EFFORT THAT WE ALL HAD PUT IN...