May 3, 2009

誤!惡!悟!!

藕斷絲連,坐擁"三節棍",是我最大的錯「誤」!
有時,夜深靜思自己的人生,會有莫名的
厭「惡」!
厭惡自己的貪得無饜,
厭惡自己無盡的需求。
當四下無人時,曾問過自己,這樣的人生是我要的嗎?
當萬籟俱寂時,曾摸著良心,這樣為性而性的愛情是我追尋的嗎?
茫然!失焦!
也想悔「悟」,不再糟蹋別人感情,不再作踐自己肉體。
但!知易行難啊!
即使,不斷的問神拜佛,神明何曾讓我「悟」道?
或者?連神明都無法戰勝我內心的「邪道」嗎?
我真的真的很想安身立命做個婉約忠貞的女人呀!
而內在的魔,卻驅使我背道而馳,
心中的痛,誰能解?

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