February 28, 2009

All new School, Courses & Classmates~

The school has been started a week,
and I'm also starting to get used to my new life.
But I'm kinda stuck into some confusions ~="=~

One is courses choosing.
Maybe taking the master degree wasn't that as frightened as I thought,
or maybe I haven't seen its terrific points. (I truely believe that exist~)
Should I select the courses that I wish to learn something from?
or should I just letting myself be more comfortable and be more focusing on my thesis?
Taking 21 credits might be too much for the person who is quite dull like me.
Facing challenge might be too dangerous for the person who is quite timid like me.
I really wanna learn somthing from school, but I also afraid of messing up my credit and self-esteem.
Kinda in a dilemma now~

The other is my dear new classmates~
They all are really hilarious clssmates.
(heard quiet a few their profused things XD)
They truely treat me well and even few of them take good care of me so far.
But somehow I still feel a bit distance. This distance existed because of me.
Maybe I need more time to gradually step into their world~no need to rush.
To fill out the memories that I didn't involve before, to build up some new with them.

I need hope and direction.
I need time and courage.

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