stubbornness isn't bad
How a nightmarish Thursday! Merely the four hours courses could torture me to death, but I am so proud to myself that I have survived all the stressful tests and presentations. Frankly speaking, I am prone to feel drained and desperate when facing these abominable routines. The test is followed by quiz and then presentations, and the worse is that this kind of cycle seems nonstop. I seem to become tired of it already. Maybe the pressures have anguished me but I didn’t notice that, it engulf me but I don’t know how to defend. I just can’t figure out the reason for my indescribable depression these days, and why I was always in the trench? The weather is uncanny, sometimes the sun lent us his appealing smile but suddenly followed the dramatically pouring rain. Looking outside from the window, I felt as if the city were crying. Whenever I felt weary of the unglamorous and tedious life, I would plunge into deep thought. Obviously I am a headstrong person who is easily trapped in the same situation because I am unwilling to compromise with the reality. Sometimes even I myself can’t make sense of what I pondered about. I am easily driven down by troublesome task, and it may cause me to become sunken. However, paradoxically it’s these obstacles that stir me to become strong and valiant. I would make a valiant attempt to solve the problem and try to tackle with it to my contentment. I wonder if there is an obstinate soul living inside my body that makes me never give up easily. To some extent, I am gratified with my stubbornness which makes me never regret.
