something you can't wait!
This time, I finally wake up. I finally face the truth.
Not for others, just for myself.
I pick up my motivation and take the first step to here.
Every time when I struggled with my health problem, I would wonder how wonderful it would be if only I can leave my medicine far away.
Formerly, I tended to find an excuse for myself.
The weather isn’t appropriate today.
I’m too tired to do that!
I couldn’t defeat the evil soul inside my body, so I become what I am today. It’s what I deserve and I know it clearly.
Tortured by the long term illness, I finally make up my mind.
I tighten my shoelace, I wear my hair in a ponytail. I am ready!
I stand on the machine then I start to run! Run! Run from my determination. Run for my insisted goal.
Run slowly, I smooth my breath. It has been a long time since I sweated last time.
Without uncomfortable feeling, just like the lotuses which finally wash away the mud, I feel I am reborn after feeling the perspiration on my brow.
If I were the person I used to be, it’s certainly that I would stand back because doing exercise mixes the two items I hate most- sweat and the odor.
I definitely knew the methods to get my health back because everyone told me what to do. I knew the key to solve my all problems, but when I stood in front of that door, I refused it again. How miserable I am.
To my content, this time I find the partner to go with me, so I would no longer give it up because of the sense of loneliness. What’s the best, I even start to expect the time for exercise.
