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Tomorrow, che4171 nightmare. my final paper.
1 hour later. i'm gonna be in Party World; instead of having porridge. 
2 days before i pack my luggage.
3 days to sdyney.
2 weeks to m'sia.
3 weeks to leaving home again.

which
6 days ago. had my dinner in Tian Fu.
3 days ago. my last visit to seven this year.
12 hours ago.i stayed with the books till the day was dawn.
7 hours ago. woke up. study.
4 hours ago. went to the 'fish and chips" shop which is one street away; 
never forget to say gdbye to the uncle.


wondering why i couldn't feel the excitement of leaving melbourne..-.-
bye to you, whoever it could be. whos reading this.

i see peoples. shadows.
or anything that wasn't there.



but this time baby.
i'll be bulletproof.

Don't judge me; 
this time, i'm just gonne be myself.

- down by three papers and i had 14 hours of sleep. sleep that i needed so much. i feel loved.
- i watched Family Guy yesterday. and i fall asleep with my mask on.
- melbourne is freaking hot with 34 degree celcius this tuesday. so reluctant to leave my house which has aircond.  
- borrowed a book named "Behavioural Studies". i feel like a nerd.
- day 1 since 2 weeks ago without caffeine.
- i should start building up some self esteem. reminded by someone.
- my Pura was expired since a month ago. and i finally replaced it with a new one. 
- went to arcade today for car racing. such a money wasted on me. heeee.
- something had provoked my anti-social mode. i am so gonna say goodbye to the world again.
- find it hard to fill my life with colours. in spite of complications.
- you are undeniably an asshole. thankyou.
- it's 6am. i cant phucking sleep due to a phonecall. 
- i forgot about beautiful things i might have seen.
- feel like a failure. there is no such thing as 1+1=2. what if hard work doesnt pay off?  
- what is wrong with this world. or rather what is wrong with me.
- family is love.
- you'd have a happier life without me. i'm sorry.
- photoshooting. keen? 
- 3 person i'd love more and more each day. cat, chicken, and jiajiabinks.
- sweet and bitter year of 2009. and life goes on.
- the sky is turning bright. oh it is 3am in malaysia. 
- and why am i feeling so agitated for things that dont even worth it? fml ftw. 
- oh, there's a note i'd love to share

 hahaha sigh. hectic days.
toodles!

i miss those days
when i was still that little girl.








In search of
Interest/ Dreams/ Confident/ Inspiration/ What's left behind.

ps: Look back. but nevertheless, be contented of what you having now.

I can't help this feeling.
every everytime i listen to songs which is close to home.

I'm Sorry If I Were Never Good Enough.

and if i ever have to,
dissapoint you again.

must be the coffee.
or the crappy notes.






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s o m e t h i n g  is  g n i s s i m

i need to let it out;
cause it has to come eventually. ;)

冬天过了.
我这里天气凉凉的. 那里呢?

从学校回家的路上.
20分钟. 或多或少. 离不开我的粉红色 Ipod.
熟悉的路上. 花开了. :)

是的. 花开了.



看着花开了. 又是另一个季节的迅落.
心里有些 说不出的难过.


哪天.
我会再说.
' Hello. I'm Rene Lim. The girl who Love dresses in red colour. ' 





Nites world.
sorry for lacking in updates. :)
i miss you all.
xx


ps: Got a new hairdo today. Finally, after 9 months.  :)

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

i guess i am a little out of my mind.
i am literally expecting something. 
but nevertheless hoping that you have more courage than me.
it is definately not an applausible thought.
l o l .

i am such a freak that i wouldn't explain why 1 + 1 never equals to 2.
therefore it could have answered you why the world still spinning.


ps: Coincidence or Fate - 500 days of summer.

make me smile. make me cry.

livin in the world that doesn't belong to you in the first place
it's disheartening.

Be aware that what you chase may not be worth catching.
If you cheat for it, you will come to resent it.
If you steal it, it will haunt you.
What you work hard for may become the sweetest thing in life.

I always had dreams which made me this close to tears nowadays. 
it terrifies me. it feels so bad to be frightened up constantly in the middle of the night.  
there is nothing missing in my life. i presumed. 
apparently everything was, is and will be good.
or perhaps i am a little overconfident on always too late.
for what i have already lost;
for that i don't even realise.



Death :

End of a cycle. Something is finally over.

To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

To dream of your own death, indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life.

Hello Malaysians, this is Australia.


ps: should have brought the fish bones back . l o l .