♥ [[ reminisces,, ]] ♥

REJOICE!

''The next time you forget you're Blair Waldorf, remember I'm Chuck and I always love you''

I am stretching myself, to the maximum capacity, and i am going to strech more. It is a matter of life and death, once or never. A lot can be done in a month and i am going to sprint all the way to the finishing line. It' a climb and  i'm gonna keep my faith with me. 

P.S. i am so addicted to the saltwater room.

I thought  it is progressing, but the fact is actually the opposite.

in case you dont know, today is FATHER'S DAY is taiwan, because 8th of august, sounds like papa in chinese so, yup.

so, here, i would want to wish my dearest father a very big    HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.

i am so tired, to the max, the max of the max. THE MAX OF THE MAX. i couldn't find a proper word to describe this mixed feeling coz it is rather contradicting. I am upset for being so drained but am glad that there is an improvement in everything, yes i mean everything not just for studies. so, what can i do, i'll just bear with it till it ends.

anyway, i think the night study is quite effective, i kind of like it very much, staying in the school library, sharing a table which is meant for 4 with pei zhi, solving weird chemistry questions and complicated maths problems. I like it, and i hope i would be able to study consistently with this compulsory revision time table. 

i want to be there for my friends all the time just like how they were for me.

first, i finally stepped into Sentosa last week ever since my last visit which was for some amazing race in secondary school. Seriously, i do not miss it at all, neither the sun nor the sea. Alright, maybe a bit of the sea, but ha. i watched belle, jie ying, eric, gil and cheryle played frisbee because i dont really know how to play and i do not want to embarrass myself. It was still fun though i did not really do/play much but we are together, that matters most. I felt so much better after hanging out with them, and thanks for all the concerns.

school is still, boring and hectic. SA2 results, are grossed, totally to the max. I have no idea what i was doing before, during and even after the exam. Was i even preparing, or doing the right thing? i had never doubted my method of study but after so many 'trys', starting from the very first topical test on Jan, SA1 on march and now the SA2, it had proven that maybe it is time to reflect my style of revision. But i am glad that, i have people around who never gives me up, and always willing to help me when i am in doubts. I like the fact that we always help each other, or they always help me, i would not know how to survive in school without all my Carbons and Crystal.