confusion is such a confusing thing.
Memories from 2005 just floats back as if it was yesterday.
OH GOODNESS...What shall thy do?
Sigh...
i want to feel like how i felt when i first met taufiq.
i want to fall in love with him all over again.
do i give in too much?
do i ask too much?
or ______________?
I'm tired of having to wait for messages / phone calls.
I swear i wish i was the soccer ball..HAH
Not to mention, recently s_ _ _n has been invading my mind AGAIN.
tell me how am i suppose to feel?
i miss the time in 2005 where we were like DAMN close...
i miss the old phileo / groov.
WHAT HAPPENED?
i miss taufiq BUT i guess he does miss me as much..
i love taufiq BUT he does show me the same.
then i will say : "why shld i then?"
SIGH..life, a many confusing thing.
I'm gonna lose weight, be SLIM
I'm gonna buy clothes, be HOT
and then maybe people would wanna take a 2nd look at me..
just MAYBE..
"i wanna be a singer / actress / dancer."
HELP ME LORD!
"Good night world."
- porkie & out -
