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Time really flies. One week has passed and it's monday again. Nevertheless, I had a great time last week. I have a tight schedule and did a lot of things. Watched a new released movie, have a talk given by a celebrity host, went to renew my student pass which took me half day's time and celebrated ms polar bear's bd. Haha. Honestly, I like this kind of life. It's more like so-called uni-life. Have some time to do sth else other than my studies.

First, going to talk abt the movie, "Cloudy with a chance of meatballs". Watched it with my sec friends who studying at NYP on last tues. Well, it's a animated movie. From its trailer, some think that it's a bit stupid and some didnt even hear of it. But I think, it's really funny just as most of the animated movies are. That's a reason why I'm so fond of this kind of animated movies which look quite childish. It's just because I was given a chance to laugh my heart out like nobody's business, it's because there're always some meaningful values transmitted through the story itself. Ironically, I always cried, mostly at the end of the movie as there's always a happy ending. I am not going to talk abt the story here but I would talk abt what I've learnt from it. Well, I think the story is all abt 'dream'. The main character, Flint Lockwood, has been thinking of inventing sth that can make a difference to humans' lives since he was a child. He nvr stop trying even though his inventions are always absurd and got him into trouble. The other character, Sam, she also has a dream of becoming a professional TV weather reporter, in fact she had great enthusiasm in weather forecasting when she was young. I feel that everyone should have a dream, it should be sth that's reaslisable and you definitely will work for it. It shouldn't be sth that you think of when you are day-dreaming. It needn't be as big as inventing sth big, can be just hoping to own ur business, be a professional eg. doctor, lawyer, earn ur first million before age 30 etc. Dream can be always be a motivation to anyone, it's a goal that you set and give you strength to achieve it. To me, I am hoping to get first honour degree in UOL and continue with ACCA so that I can be an accountant in future. If there were a chance, I hope that I can start a accounting company which act sound quite cool. We all should dream big and work for it, even though it may not succed, but at least we've tried our best.

Hey guys, have been some weeks since I last time wrote abt the 'Juz Party'. I know some of you have been waiting for my lastest entry, sorry for those who keep refreshing or loading this site. Haha. I was quite busy for the past few weeks, seriously. But I am back now, taking some time to write this before going to my lovely bed. Honestly, I have been wanting to come here to write sth, abt my so-called Uni-Life, abt my short holiday, abt some movies that I watched and so on. But keep telling myself, maybe tmr or the day after. But this time, no more waiting because going to focus on the celebration for Kiwi's bd. Haha. I am tired after a long day out from that time I stepped out of my house at 11am. Haha. It's ok, will finish this in a short time.

Left my house around 11am this morning, just said that. Haha. No lesson today, but went to HQ to attend the workshop. It's a talk about business etiqutte. Well, the speaker is from Japan and her accent is special, but it was fun. I think what we learnt from the talk are useful, especially those dining manners, in a nutshell, knowledge that you cant really find from textbooks. Haha. The speaker did it in an interesting and interactive way. Seriously think that some of us really need it. Haha. At the end of the talk, bought a book 'Dressing Smart for guys", the book is quite interesting, but I think some ppl need it more than me. For those who think 'sloppy' is equivalent to casual, can borrow it from me. I will be more than willing to lend it out. Haha.

10th Septemeber 2009, pls remember the date. Another memory that we all shared together. It was just a simple barbeque party, but I will say it's a success. I think everyone enjoyed themselves on the party and I am happy to know that. It seems like most ppl have updated their blog about this party and it's my turn.

We have been talking about this party before exams, but most of the preparations and arrangements came after the exams. After the exams, we have about four days to prepare for it. We had a few 'meetings' on msn to discuss about food, transport. This time it's seemed easier as we had some experience from ezen's party last time. Ordered some food from bbq wholesales and ezen cooked other like fried rice, fried noodles, but the transport was once a problem for us because we couldnt confirm who will drive, especially who can pick up ezen from jb. In the end, it was solved. Worth to be mentioned, went out with bff on tues to buy a gift for the present exchange session. After visiting a few shops, I decided to buy the mini plant which I thought it's a special gift though it's small.

It's holiday again after the last exam on last friday. It was macroeconomics on that day, one of the subjects that I am good at. Hopefully can score an A+ for that but kind of useless if I fail my isb. Anyway that would be the last paper for DMS if nth happens unexpectedly. Actually I should feel extremely happy on that day because that's the day DMS should end and that's the day I have been waiting for. However, because of the uncertainty about isb, I couldn't get myself to feel happy. Taken a lunch with guys after exam and went back to JB. That's not our usual routine as we always go singing after last exam. Anyway, dont really have the mood to do so. I have told my mum about isb when she asked me how did i do in my exams. Just dont want to hide it from her until 18th, so I told her the truth. Surprisingly, she said nth and she didnt scold me except telling me to wait for the results. Though I know that she's still a bit disappointed or she just thinks that it's kinda wasted if I can make it through. Anyway, now just dont feel like thinking about it, so that I will keep my mind peace and happy, but I already knew that if I can't pass isb I wont be able to enter UOL on 22nd Sept, checked with my programme exceutor. That's just a confirmation for what I already knew in the first place. Thanks for those who showed their concerns, like bff, shane, dony, kiwi, eugene etc. Really appreciate, let's just crossed fingers and pray for the best to come.

After the exams, it's sem-break again. It should be a short one this time, shorter than one month as usual, if I can start my UOL lessons from 22nd onwards. Anyway, this is the period that I have nth to do, totally slack. Though I love to have break but I dont like it when I have nth to do. It's like my life is totally meaningless. What have I been doing for the past few days, seriously keep playing my psp. Haha, the game i downloaded during exam period, Crash of the Titans. It's fun actually, other than that, watching TV, sleeping and eating. LOL!! I found out that I have grown a few inches in my waist, think it's time to do some exercise. Btw, I just came back from JB yesterday. Going to stay at sg for a week, now at least I have other things to do, facebook-ing, blogging and watching TV with more programme selections. Plus, the main thing that I am going to say abt below.

Today's paper was isb, it should turn out to be the easiest paper in DMS, at least we have just went through the war with law yesterday. But, at least for me, it turned out as the toughest exam in DMS ever. I would say the paper could be easy if we studied what it covers.

Seriously, I really dont know how to explain my feeling now. It's complicated. Disappointed, sad, scared, desperate....and so on. It is the worst feeling that I have recently. It's like I am going to lose everything around me. I dont lie though I know that some of you wont believe that. I have estimated my score will be around 30 to 40, so even there's so-called moderation of exam paper, I wont make it too. This could be my first failure in DMS and it's a serious one. I just cant reconcile to it. Why must it be ISB? I have been maintaining my grades for so long, why must it happens now? If you ask me whether I have done my best, I will ask, does it consider as my best if I merely studied all those tips given? I have no answer. Maybe I shouldn't rely on the hints but I really had no confidence in this module from the very start. But initially I thought that I can at least get a B or worse C, now I just hoping pass. Never ever lower my goal to such a low standard. But I afraid that I wont be that lucky this time.

It's true...
no expectation is equivalent to no disappointment...
If you dont expect anything, you wont be upset if u fail to get the thing that you desire...

Yeah...
Finally...
Today is the last lesson of Sem 5...

haha...
finally can write sth abt this..
the title is inspered from what rayner told me that day on fb...

Hate to say this...
but counting down 5 days to last lesson...
counting down 13 days to the first exam of sem 5...

haha...
got back my stuffs from the bitch...

Suddenly dont feel like graduate...
yup it's true...
but it's contradictive...