January 13, 2013

Snow



Been up all night...waiting for the snow to fall.


December 1, 2012

Time



I know you have been trying your best...


November 2, 2012

Shut Up....Rach

I need to.

Stop.

Drinking.


September 1, 2012

why

1am. Been a stressful week. That’s my excuse to get wasted.

But  I didn’t. I ended up thinking  non-stop again.

About us, about life, about everything.


August 21, 2012

I hate my job

He was screaming at me.

I couldn’t talk, as If I have lost the ability to defend myself.

‘don’t walk out Rachel…hang in there, just a little longer…just a little bit more..’ I repeated in my head.


August 11, 2012

Talk to me



Silence.


August 9, 2012

I Promise.....



You sounded so weak. I tried to press closer to the phone, hoping to hear you better.


July 22, 2012

..........



Text on the screens became blurry…tears drop on my keyboard.


March 27, 2012

I wish.......


Let me in
to see you in the morning light


February 20, 2012

Those were the days


'Rach'


February 16, 2012

Forgoten





January 15, 2012

Winter





November 7, 2011

..........



That was the first time we talk ever since the operation.


October 9, 2011

Tears



Tears, idle tears, I know not what they mean,


September 19, 2011

If Dreams Are Like Movies, Then Memories Are Like Ghosts…..




September 14, 2011

Hope



Another year in Leuchars, the blue sky, the sound of the jests’ engine, the beautiful flying…everything. Just make me miss you even more.


August 11, 2011

Is ok........



My dearest,


June 29, 2011

You can....now


I see in your eyes the past that haunts your present
The pain and hurt are engraved into your soul


June 20, 2011

Never will be



24th Octorber 2007.


April 3, 2011

Give me a sign............



Dead star shine



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