qenchan

played an application during mid of the night...

It said :

.. that it is time to finally forgive yourself.

Details:
You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has to come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it.


hmmm yes..
i clearly understand that i must let it go and be strong to face every challenge on future..

and..that is also the promise for myself !!!!

It's time to say goodbye...

Not anymore....!!!

wish me luck..my dear frens!!!

back at penang again le..due to " study week"
really don like the feel this few days...totally exhauted!!!
but the most sad sad thing is cant meet him for short while lo..
due to my exam...T.T...still left 2 weeks plus plus..seems like bit bit long long time le..
how arr..aiyo..T.T
really cant for da time i finish my exam..he come back here and i gonna kl play and find him le...
as i promise him i'll study hard le..
but still very very miss him..
luckily his spirits was still with me..



besides, i wanna congratz to boy..
hard work paid off.. you got the result as you wish!!!
work hard for this sem gain..and finish ur aim at LJMU..(i can go england visit you lu ^^)
try your best for your future..
as you said only can diek me...lolx..sounds so sweet !!!
i'll support you always~
boy,you'll get ur reward from me soon le..xD




The best thing about me is you..

ps: thanks ya chian yi for editing this photo for me!!^^

just came back from penang..don wish to sleep..
and it's time for me to update my blog d lu...
and i had haircut last month...lolx..thanks to Hair Deco.. xD..
erm..quite ok ba..at least change bit bit look compare to last few months lu..

time flies...
just a flip eye my semester 1 gonna end soon..means my final just around the corner!!!
and yet i still haven well prepare...at there relax and relax..
god you must bless me * cross finger* lolx.
msg for myself:
qiaoen wake up le la...don nua at there d..it's time to catch up those chapter you're not sure le...
study hard for your stupid tamadun islam, kenegaraan, Information system, calculus, statistic distribution theory and asas le...
don like pig d la..T.T..must work harder!!!!
stop your gossip girl for temporary 4 weeks...!!! concentrate in ur exam FIRST!!!!!


yea~ need some motivation le...lolx..
and within this 2 days.. really happy to spent my time with my family and ah boy..
acc my bro to do physio..although bit bored but brother ma...i still need to take care about him le..
btw also attend birthday party with him..
nice to have time with his frens...and xD.. da jokes all are damn funny man..
met my relatives in the party.. well..i think the next meet might be next year new year d lo..
...
oh ya...year end soon le..gonna go shopping d lo..MEGA SALES..cannot miss it~~!!!
somemore can go kl visit ah fish by the way..
good good..really cant wait for it le... somemore xmas soon le..wao ...sure lot xmas tree d le..
really time flies...so fast wor.. i still remember last year xmas.. at one utama saw big xmas tree wor..
and i got my xmas present wor..hahah..

ok la..stop my day dreaming le...
back to reality d lu..xD

xoxo...hugz~

HOLIDAY...KL..WAIT FOR ME o..
im looking forward to you guys!!!
cheer cheer...

Exclusively to my boy,
hope ya love the slides from me to you..
i love every moment when i'm be with you..
it's just like a tattoo in my mind!!!
no promises..


Happy 18th month!!!!
muacks...


somewhere between our laughs,stupid little fights talks and teasing..
i feel in love..every piece of the puzzle have u in it...

you're mine..

too many things i need to learn..
too many things i need to feel..
care..
privacy..
love..

mid-term sem break just over lu...
back to hectic life as usual..
notes...assign.. EXAMss...no more relax while having free time..sad..>.<
well...im having a good and memorable holiday last week..
hang out with frens .. redbox.. sushi.. shopping..wao.. so siok nya..



for sure.. the holiday life won so fantastic without him...
he came back and acc me for few day...and gratz to him finally finish his SOS EARTH event d...
although the time was so short but it's sweet enuf lu..
and...i finally recieved my present from him..
chiang chiang chiang chiang..




yea! i love it.. not cause of it's Roxy .. but it's from him..
when he send me to butterworth before im going back uni..
we're online playing poker inside his car..( while he was driving)
haha...eventually he won lotz... lol..
and his mummy also gave me a box of cookies for me to bring back uni lo..
chocolate cookies.. so delicious le...
thanks aunty..



here the cookies..delicious lu..!!!
and this time i back here with different small pillow le..
hope my small small pillow faster back to my side lu..
cant sleep well without him..
I MISS SMALL PILLOW la... xD

going exam soon..
my dear frens..we jiayou together lu..
and..
ah boy too..



i love this pic so much...
muacks..

miss you..boy!

starbucks!!!
enjoying hi-tea alone..


hugz~

time flies.. one month plus plus study inside UUM le lor...
so it's the time for me to share my uni life with my frens d le..lol
actually im penumpang for room 563 named "under the sea" ..
cause i always tumpang at their room like fish said except bath and sleep not at their room onli le..
ok ok let me introduce my dear frens inside da sea
fish - Pei Yee ... sotong - Wei Yan...crab - Sze Chia.. Chian Yi" i forgot zor..sorry wor lol


Ah Fish ar.. don swt with ur shoe le..although ur shoe alreasy chan zor...lol


Chian yi ,u're so pretty...don busy till late night gain o..takecare..


First time we're enjoying sushi together ...see our mouth open till so big wor..


cause of satay..we're fighting..lol..neways thx ya..weiyan!! da satay was so delicious!!


Fish gain...  why you look at the satay le... come come my place here also have le..lol..


oh...fish hungry zor.. one time can eat three satay lo...idol!!!

cont....

When we're in pressure mode....

we'll like tis...
lol..
let laugh together ba.. haha..

FULL MOON GANG jiayou o...









so cute arr...
hehe..

finally im back to my blog gain...
wait for long time i onli can blog due to i still haven buy my laptop yet lu...
back gonna buy brand new laptop soon le..
cause my sem break wanna start lu..
tomoro i can back pg gain le..
sincerely le..i so miss pg food..laksa..ice kacang.. sakea sushi " tao" prefered!! lol
besides i also damn miss my bed le..few weeks din nua at there le..lol..
really cant wait for tomoro le..
recently busy preparing my quiz..lotza assign gonna complete..but now finally can take a short break le..
temporary say bye-bye to those malay food..phobia with it lu..
i miss chinese food la.. i wna watch movie i wan shopping..
so miss le..cant tahan myself from screaming le..lol..
you all might say qiao en ki siao gain le..haha..
going to meet you guys soon if possible la..
so miss you all..
miss me too???hehe...

im looking for someone who interest to look for this job...

and here is the terms and conditions:

~ comfortable shoulder
~ a hand leading me to a calm place with no sadness and pressure
~ willing to share my everything

ect..


for further information.. pls contact : miss qenchan
or drop ur comment here..i'll contact you guys back asap..for further interview!!


thx..

if ppl ask me how was my life in uni??
definately im enjoy my life there..." there side full of fresh air, trees"...hahah
met lot frens from other state..*winks*..
i found a siao gang over there...fish n weiyan..
totally cant imagine while we're talking non sense n laughing non stop..
finally i took big step for my new life...
while during orientation week...
being tortured by those stupid idiot program and talks..
somemore we need walk for 20++ min onli can reach our dear main hall...like wtf..
for sure..we're sleeping/ fishing those talk la..
else how to survive le..lol..
besides..we're taking malay food all the time..although there hav western food...
but ahhhemmm...
i really scare of it le..wuwu...my fren cant even digest out..
i believe soon we used with it le...
now..our class started ...we need work hard to cope our studies...
jiayou my dear frens...
im coming ...industrial stat.
lol..
JIAYOU..

这几天。。我的心情反复无常。。
准备大学必备品当儿，我发现许多东西。。。

原来。。。
我开始会想家
我很想念这里的每个人
我心肠不是那么硬的
我会想念槟城
我必须照顾自己

还有很多很多的发现。。。

希望一切。。都像我想象中地顺利吧。。

朋友们，
我们一起加油吧！！！

Do you know...

i'm missing you???