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我想只有在愛你的人或在乎你的人面前，才會顯現最真實的自己。。

because u know that they love you, they care about you..so your higher mind wont control your behaviour, there isnt any worries that suppress any of your behaviours..

do you like fairy tales?
yes i do~
do you feel that your mood swings so hard that you laugh, you cry with no particular reason?

Twilight..symbolics the end of a day..have you ever thought of falling in love with a vampire? would you sacrificed yourself for him so that you two can live together forever? i am recently into reading Twilight..the story is simple yet it successfully captured a whole bunch of fans...a holy grail for publisher..perhaps romance and love bring the most inner peace for us..

last week was freshers' week..i did not join any of it as it was mainly social event like clubbing and all that..but i did go to the campus to enjoy the joyful atmosphere..the quadrangle is superb nice..with the lawn in front of it..n with the "dreich"( greyish and wet) weather..it is a place where you can experience a life of being a student...just like the cover page for most of the brochure of the overview of the universities...

the first week in glasgow was busy..with my eyes exploring the new place,,the legs walking around..i just cant get the bearing well...i need more time, patience and of coz a working brand in order to get to know the way to here and there..i m trying hard to do so..but the thing is everytime i ask myself to keep my mind clear and try to read the map, figure out the way to whatever place...i will just forget everything when i start walking..n wehn i get home i will feel so regretful that i will try to sort it out another time..haha...old habits die hard.. i guess i was just to lazy to remember( perhaps it is just an excuse for my incapability or my rusted brain)..
i get tired easily lately..i m ravaged by my "sleeping sickness" again...i keep feeling tired..when u r tired, u will just become morone.too moody to do anything...n u gonna miss the fun...stay awake!!!!!

the time before going to changi. having great time with family.i did cry before having dinner.but i promised myself n clenched my teeth hard not to cry during the dinner time.it took some time to summon up the courage though.with a sumptuous feast, it was the way my parents saying goodbye to me. we did not actually say much. but my mum kept asking me to take care of myself. like wat my daddy n bro said. it is something to be happy about. going off sooner, thr u getting back sooner as well.
how true it is. though it sounds a bit funny. but i think it really makes sense.it is pretty cool.

i wish i could stay here longer yet the world had not stop turning. It pained me to be remeinded the distance between us after a month's time.
 

Family

FAMily My beloved ones. I love you. For without you, my life would be meaningless. I feel blissful to have such a wonderful family. And hope you feel glad to have me as your daughter, sister and aunt too. 

Friends

have been away for so long.....
have been searching for words to express myself for so long...
have been searching but the sun refuses to shine..

today...mood swing...
depressed, excited,worried,anxious,happy,sad...
watever the mood..

An article about Love by Nicole
Love

从前从前。。总爱幻想着在外国的美好。。
看到外国的照片。。看见明信片的景色。。
总觉得那里的天空特别美。。人看起来也特别不一样。。

S.H.E - 沿海公路的出口
词：黄建洲 曲：郑楠
专辑 - 我的电台F.M. S.H.E

woooo....finally finished all my competitions...
is a kind of exhausted..
my leg...painful like hell..

recently really bz..
bz with a lot of activities........very tiring...
first..we went to genting last last week for tkd tournament...

cut my hair...though only shorter a bit..
but a bit regret also ler...
haha...but i also dunno wat m i vexing about...

昨晚惊醒。。发了一场恶梦。。。
我梦到有个人传球给我。。结果我一直drop ball..
对很多人来说。这梦不算是个什么梦吧..又或许是个奇怪的梦?