July 12, 2009

fake sullen sammy...

Why me? So tired everyday, why can't things be simple. I feel consumed by darkness and loneliness all the time, my heart aches and I wish I could just make it stop beating all together. T_T so tired....I am lost and confused and dont know where this path is taking me. All I can see ahead of me is turmoil and anguish, there is no light at the end of this tunnel I feel I can never make it out of this long and endless abyss. When will the suffering end and the light wash over me and heal this pain deep within.
Please Please leave messages now...Have tried to be like sammy... :(


July 10, 2009

My sisters in Taiwan





July 9, 2009

Where is happiness?

I'm reading a book called "The Geography of Bliss" by Eric Weiner. It's about a journey for searching "happiness."
The author went to different countries and experienced diverse cultures, trying to understand why people in those societies are content and what are the constitutive elements of happiness.
I am, too, looking for happiness, this seemly easy concept but actually quite difficult to reach.


July 7, 2009

Fireworks!!!

Last weekend was American National Holiday...full of cheerfulness on streets and colors in the sky.
Fireworks was everywhere in Michigan...their sparkling colors rendered Ann Arbor unusually alive.
To me, fireworks signify fortune and happiness...give us excitement and relaxation from all the burden in life.


July 2, 2009

Complication- Full Story

Why the world is so complicated...so hard to perceive.
Life is indeed a difficult subject...one has to learn it from one's own experiences.
I remember the guy who talked to my mom and I in the hospital while we were waiting outside to be called for examination.


July 1, 2009

Taiwan-What is special about Taiwan?

"I'm from Taiwan.," I replied. "Oh, is Taiwan the capital of Thailand?," the person who I just met said.
Five years later, "I grew up in Taiwan," I responded. "Taiwan! I know the Taipei 101 skyscraper!"
Taipei has gained its visibility and fame in the world these recent years. Indeed, I noticed there are a lot of changes happening in Taiwan right now - the life, economy, and political issues...


June 30, 2009

Impalpable...

Now...1:49AM
I look out the window...a unusual silence is ringing my ears.
The wind whistles to me the secret of night...the stars and the moon.


June 30, 2009

The secret of Squirrel

As usual after lunch, I took a walk in a park. I am kind of person who likes to follow the routine and take everything for granted.
I seldom question things around me even though they often seem contradictory... Michigan is known for its natural resources - great lake and national parks.
Besides those, there is one more thing that is often forgotten by people, especially the locals - squirrels. Squirrels are ubiquitous in this beautiful state with lots of green.


June 28, 2009

A Brand New Blog - New Life haha

I start writing blog again because someone inspired me...haha
The life here doesn't give me too much inspiration but i would share my boredom and epiphany that comes to me.
Writing blog requires patience and determination. I, as a super lazy not-thing-to-do person, will try my best to update my life to you.



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