i got a shot
right through my left breat.































things could be even worse, 
i've been knowing

got shut is not a good experience,
u should know

somehow,
i'm the one who decide, and be willing to be shut
although i cannot shout
out loud,
i can think.

i luv u,
so i'm willing to take that role,

it's kinda toture though.





it's indeed not a perfect one, 
i've been knowing.

somehow i got much from it
much,
pretty much.

so i'm willing to be shut,
and listen,


all i can do 
is be rational.

although u said that 
i have no heart in this dearly place,
u know what
all i know is that
the time i got in again,
i'm gonna be hurt,
and there will be no one to be your shoulder.

ok, but i know i'm selfish.

there's no way and no possibility that he will be changed,
unless he wanted and willing to be.
i've been knowing.

u know that,
they know that,
i know that,

and he know that.


but why can't the situation be changed?
why can't we be happy?
why should we be bandaged?
why can't it be easy?

the answer is easy,


cuz
we care.



but life is held in our hand,
long, but fast,


and i've been changed, 
quietly.

























love is not, 
but me.

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