too little time
I woke up for the first of the 3 days in hell wif, a very very sober, and of coz, gravity-sensitive eyelids...
Even it's after a 6-7 hours of sleeping, more than enuf for 21 year old person...
Nt even a single dose of adrenaline was felt, nthg seem flushing in the veins except metabolites of the sleeping bugs...
Undesired reactions, but expected...
Let's jz hope, the caffeine could at least boost up some left over motivations, motivations tat dated as old as two years ago....
Smth has to b done, and yet nthg had been done...
Well, at least dead lines worked for me, might as well implement the same trick again...
Izit possible to "assigmentized" such things?
I hv no idea....
Mayb it's time for the reluctance to fade away, nt to say revolutionize, but at least, be responsibile...
To myself and to the very own constitution i had wrote for myself in years where pride seems to b the onli thing tat i cum feeding on...
there's no doubt it's an asshole living thru those years, but at least he's stronger than any another replica's who claim to hv evolutionized...
Another way of spelling succumbing, tolerating and forgetting....
there's too little time to moan, a man mz hv his job done, the best the better...
there's too little neccessity to stay, a man mz move on, heads up, chest upright..
there's too little space to wander, a man mz explore, find and protect...
Territorial bastard, watever, fuck me...
More oath to b made, but as i said...
too many work to be done, too little time...
too many chances to die, too little life.....
I might as well survive this time...
pray for me...if only u'd care....
