nglikheng 's Blog

have not been updating my blog for months...

been feeling frustrated for the past few weeks. most of the times is related to work. my team is small. only a manager & me (the engineer). had been talking about expanding for a yr+ but didnt really got any headcounts. so all the while only both of us sharing the workload of mantaining the servers and small portion of the network.

2 months ago, my manager resigned to pursue a job that he has more interest. im quite happy for him. 1 month ago, my team got a manager. a manager whom dont have experience in systems. i really dont understand why they would want to assign someone with no experience in this area of work to take over the position.

愈想忘记，记忆就愈深刻

Came across these sentences in a book. Feel quite nice so share it out.

伤心是种看不见的伤痕，它会痛，痛会过，但是伤口却永远也复原不了，只会累积在心里，然后愈伤愈多，愈伤愈重，直到再也承受不了更多，直到心死为止。

知道自己的心还没有完全死透，所以才会这么痛。但不知道的是，自己距离心死那天还需要花多少的时间、多少眼泪、多少心痛。对我而言，现在的痛就已经快要让我无法承受了，根本就不敢去想再继续这样下去，自己会不会崩溃。