Thank you Ms. Chan for giving me a pass in statistic paper.
I worried my statistic subject very much, after coming out from exam hall.
I brain was blank when I was in the exam hall,
because scared for numeric...
I thought I fail again...
No..No...
No retake again....
So happy I am when heard I passed my statistic paper.
THANK YOU MS. CHAN!
To: The person who takes my phone
3 weeks already, you are taking my phone.
I pasted notices in every floor of hostel in college,
I pasted notices in notice boards,
I pasted notices in front of the place you stole my phone.
I just like bagging you to return me my phone,
it's urgent!
But...
You still be stabborn and don't want to ruturn it to me.
I CURSE YOU...
1. BECOME A CRIPPLE
2. LOSE THE HAND WHICH TAKES MY PHONE
3. LOSE YOUR LEGS
4. CRASHED BY CAR
5. GO TO HELL
6. DROP TO 18-STOREY HELL
7. BE PUNISHED IN THE HELL
8. LOSE WHAT YOU LIKE
9. LOSE YOUR BELOVED
10. BECOME A HUNGRY GHOST
11. BE KILLED
12. EATEN BY CROCODILE
13. FALLEN FROM MENARA KL
14. BE ATTACKED BY TERRORIST
15. BE TORTURED
16. NO GOOD LIFE IN FUTURE
17. END YOUR LIFE WITHIN 6 MONTHS
18. NOBODY GO TO YOUR FUNERAL
19. HAM KA CHAN (in Cantonese)
20. BE A BEGGER, ASK MONEY ON ROADSIDE
I WILL CURSE YOU... EVERYDAY, EVERYTIME, F O R E V E R!
UNTIL.....
THE DAY YOU... D I E D!
My beloved grandmother passed away on 14 June 2009.
My grandmother came out from the ICU last week, after about 20 days in the specialist hospital. I had planned to visit my grandmother on 18 June because I have to go back my hometown that day. Unfortunately, she can’t wait for me... I received a bad news call on 14 June morning from my aunt.
I visited her when she was in the ICU last few weeks. She was unable to talk and looked tired. That day, when I was there, she was conscious, she recognized me, she looked at me, seem like want to talk to me, but she can’t.
When she was alive, I usually when to visit my grandmother when I went back to my hometown. I chatted with her, she always ask me whether I eat already or not. And she wanted to make me a cup of Milo or bring me some foods every time when I visited her. There was a time when I visited her, she knew that I haven’t take my breakfast, she insisted to accompany me to eat at outside, but lastly I refused because I knew she was not convenient in walking. Every time I visited her, she was very happy. When I wanted to leave, she must remind me to find her next time when I come back.
But since last October, I never go to visit her because the time problem. I am very regret! Now, no more chances for me to chat with her already.
I looked at my beloved grandmother in the funeral, I felt sad, but I didn’t cry. I talked to my grandmother, but she didn’t answer or reply me. I felt sad in my heart, but I didn’t express my feeling on my face. Especially the last day of the funeral, when some functions are going on in the funeral, my tear nearly to drop from my eye, but I endured, I pretended nothing. I hope all of these just a dream, but it is real!
PoPo (my beloved grandmother), I love you! You’re always in my heart.
Suddenly, I have a thinking....
I WANT TO LEAVE COLLEGE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
I felt dissappointed to the college's student!
I thought New Era College's students are reliable,
credible...helpful...can be trusted...
But the answer is wrong.
Is it a sign for me won't trust people easily?
I still have only 4 weeks in the college.
Then I can leave here immediately...
Today I received a message, it is from Ms. Chan,
my Presentation Skill's lecturer.
I was so surprised when I received her message.
She is a really really good lecturer...
When I was in her class last tuesday,
she was the first person realized I was something wrong.
(I was sad during that time)
She came to me and comforted me.
In the message,
She asked about something to me.
After that, she once again comforted me not to be too sad.
...and asked me to go and see Head of Student Affairs.
see whether can get any help or not.
After listening to Ms. Chan, I felt more comfortable.
Thank you Ms. Chan.
I want to thank Moon also...
Her advices are useful to me.
Ms. Chan, thank you...
Ms. Moon, thank you...
Mr. Aloe, thank you...
I have lost my handphone.
I am very sad...sad...sad...
This is not my year...
February > conflict...
March > car accident....
March > conflict again...
June > lost my beloved handphone
The fortune teller ever told me that
this year is not good for me...
I am not suspicious,
but these things happened to me,
proved that it is real.
I was waiting for my ideal handphone for many years.
Last october, I used my saving to buy my handphone.
I was with my handphone about 8 months.
Finally, everything gone.
I still remember, I turned back to MusicBox last
september, worked for a month of full time.
Every night I had to work until midnight.
When I saved the money, straight away I bought the phone.
But now...
What happen to me this year?
Even I tried to change the luck of myself, but
still my luck remain bad.
I have pasted a lot of notices in the college's
notice board, I hope for the MIRACLE!
I hope the MIRACLE will come to me...
God, please bless me!
Salam sejahtera,
'SELAMAT HARI JADI' saya ucapkan kepada anda. Semoga anda sentiasa sejahtera dan bertambah ceria . Negara amat berbangga mempunyai warga belia seperti anda. Marilah kita tingkatkan semangat kesukarelaan dan menjayakan Kempen Generasi Bebas Jenayah. Sekali lagi saya ucapkan Tahniah dan SELAMAT HARI JADI.
Salam Mesra,
Dato' Ahmad Shabery Cheek,
Menteri Belia dan Sukan
15 December 2008, I rejoined MusicBox after quitting for 2.5 months, as position of Technical Support. It was same as I worked before. When I stepped into the workplace, everything came new to me but not too strange to the working environment. Well, I was very happy because I finally reunion again with my colleagues and work as a team under a same company. I have been there for 3.5 months. 8 April 2009, I resigned suddenly!
During these 3.5 months, it had many changes, like entry and exit of colleagues, system changing and so on. During this working period, we had a lot of activities, programs, like watching movie, seafood trip in Klang, Genting Highlands trip, Valentine’s night celebration, birthday barbeque party, gathering dinner and more. I have many nice memories at that time as well as bad memories. Besides that, one club has been established by me, which is “Bluffing Club”, it is welcomed by many colleagues.
During the working period at MusicBox, there got a lot of happy, but less sad. I had enjoyed the work time at there. After quitting from my job, I got a bit sadness because I can’t sing or listen to the music frequently. But, every person has to face the reality. Right or not? I hope my friends who still working at there can enjoy their work and all the best to them. Keep in touch, my friends!
Hello, all my friends.
It is a long time that I didn't post any article here.
Due to inconvenience of getting internet connection...
and also less of time.
Anyway, there have a lot of changes, for me...
One, I have started my new and last semester already.
Second, I quit from my job in entertainment outlet.
Well, it has a lot but I have no effort to state all here.
This is my last semester, I think I have to put more efforts
in my studies, and enjoy my college's life.
That's why, I felt the decision of quitting my job was a
correct decision. Although I was upset when quitting the job but
I look it as opportunity for me to do more what I like.
There was also a lot of bad thing that happened to me on past
few weeks. But now is okey already. Everything is going
smoothly. And I hope the bad luck of mine is over.
Looking forward to the good luck...
Have you think about this matter: One day, you help a person, but the person brings a lot of troubles for you and critic you. Or, a good friend that you ever helped him before, look down on you when you have problem? My dear friends, what will you feel when you facing these types of problem?
For me, it hurts me! Really!
I actually like to help people who are in trouble or need for help. But for the case recently, it totally changed my mindset. A relative always tell me:” you help a person mean you hurt yourself”. I objected in earlier! But now, I believe!
How can you accept a person that you helped before look down on you when you asking for a little help? Of course, I not mean people that you helped before must contribute back to you, but at least, please, don’t act like I am begging you or I am a beggar. If you think like that, sorry, you are a blind. I am not that kind of person.
How will you feel again…if a person that you are helping make you a lot of trouble and make you like a beggar? And then critic you, blame you like everything is your fault? Because of helping people, I act like beggar, I act like evil, and I have been looked down by people. Is my helping worth? Is it fair to me?
The word “sorry” is a word that you talk to another party when you do something wrong. But how come I didn’t do anything wrong but still say sorry to other? I am silly? I am stupid?
My heart is painful.
Today is the 5th days after coming back from Penang. Yes, last week, I went to Penang for travel with my 4 friends. Well, it was a nice trip. We drove ourselves to go to Penang. We started our journey in the early morning. The 1st destination was Slim River. We went there to fetch one of our members and also visited her hometown. Slim River is a small town but I like the place because less of noise, means when you stay there, you’ll feel less pressure, unlike in Kuala Lumpur.
We reached Bukit Mertajam at around 1.00pm. After having our lunch, we continued our journey to Penang Island. On the Penang Bridge, the nice scenery almost made us crazy. But unfortunately, the construction was going on, people are not allowed to stop on the bridge. After getting a hotel room near Batu Feringgi, we took a rest first before going out, so tired, due to long journey from KL, about 5 hours.
The Penang trip can be said as “foods tasting trip”. During our trip, we spent a lot of time to taste all the delicious foods at there. Macalister Road and Gurney Drive are the most popular “nice foods streets” in Penang Island. We had tried a lot of delicious foods at there, got Penang Char Kueh Tiao, Penang Laksa, Penang Rojak, Loh Bak, Fried Prawn Mee, famous Bak Kut Teh, Fried Oyster, Cendol with purut (in Bukit Mertajam), Ikan Bakar Portugis, Fried Chicken with Balacan, Big Tang Yuan, Loh Mee and others. The most unforgettable food for us was Fire Wood Pizza (in Macalister Road). I can say, Fire Wood Pizza is 10 times nicer than Pizza Hut and Domino Pizza. It is baked by fire wood, very special and REALLY VERY NICE!
Of course, we had also visited some interest places like Kek Lok Si Temple, Thai Temple (Sleeping Buddha), Myanmar Temple, Botanical Garden. Unfortunately, we can’t visit Penang Hill (Bukit Bendera) because the train was spoilt. Our hotel is on the beachside, nice when you listening the sound of the waves. Our life in Penang was so relax, without pressure, without stress. I like the life, play after waking up, eat after playing, sleep after playing and eating. So nice…
The Penang trip was ended after 3 days and 2 nights.
During the trip, I realised something. 1st, most of the residents in Penang are rich. 2nd, Penang is a nice place to stay for long time, like Langkawi. If you stay at there, you can eat delicious foods everyday. But I like Langkawi more, because…duty free mah~! 3rd, I saw business opportunity in Penang. For those who want to start up a business can consider start up at there.
Anyway, the trip was not bad. Really really not bad…
NOTE: The photos will be uploaded very soon.
原以为一切能够重新开始，但事实证明并非如此。
总觉得不知所措，真的不知道要怎样走下去。
有些东西，一些人渴望得到，却得不到。
有些东西，一些人不渴望得到，但却遍遍拥有了。
有些人不断拚命地争取自己想要的东西，
有些人拥有了它，却一直埋怨他所拥有的东西。
我能够要求公平分配吗？
以前认为自己的能力很强，但却是一个失败者。
承认自己曾经犯下一个大错，
似乎已经向所有人道歉。
只求一个字。。。原谅我！
但感觉上，大家都不能够忘记我的过去。
每个人都会有自己的脾气与情绪。
曾经发生的一个危机，让我情绪低落，脾气暴躁。
知道当时很糟糕，似乎失去理智。
但是在这种情况下，我真的不知所错。
我是不想的。。
经过风风雨雨之后，问题终于获得解决。
开始改变自我，我要与大家在同一屋檐下。
希望能够像以前这样，但是。。。没有！
感觉身边的人，与我保持一定的距离。
虽然已经尝试参与大家，但是还是不能像以前那样。。
像以前那样friend。。。
好像周遭的朋友们，还是不肯原谅我的过去。
一句话，伤心！自己弄衰自己！
我们能够再friend吗？
当一些人遇到类似的问题时，我总是很会劝说别人，
但是自己的问题，却一团糟。
我喜欢ETN,因为当我们大家相处的时候，
都会有说有笑，完全不分彼此。
有时你炸我，有时我炸你。
当我们大家有共同问题发生时，
就会在Cafe召开General Meeting。
有好一段日子不见，彼此都会一封SMS问候。
这就是为什么，我比较喜欢在ETN “鬼混”。
当一个人做一件事的时候，往往会有不同看法。
A先生做了SK事，人人都没什么看法，觉得正常。
J先生作了SK事，人人都shoot他，觉得不正常。
我的天啊，同人不同名啊！
您告诉我说，如果我不逆转，我就会死。
所谓的死，是人命的死，不是玩笑。
我知道你的意思，或许您已经预料到了。
我会很尽力的去逆转，去改变。。。
我真的不想这么快死。,
我希望我能够做更多很有意义的事。
我也希望，您能够助我一臂之力。。。
我答应你说，我会做到的！
谢谢你。。。
Oh, I didn't update my blog for long time.
Well, my life changed a lot after I quitting my job.
Some of you may ask... Why quit the job?
Yes, I have my own reason.
I believe, all my friends around me must support my decision.
I am focusing on my studies... a full time student now.
I am glad that I able to study without pressure of working.
I like the life...
Thanks to my buddy, thanks to his reminder and advice.
I am busying in my courseworks,
many assignments and projects have to do,
especially a big project = run business,
sell soyabean products in market and college.
It is a good practice as become an entrepreneur.
But, it is a tired job...
Wake up early morning almost everyday.
But still ok la...
Still got one more project, STAGE PERFORMANCE.
Which require we perform on the "big stage",
and in front of the public/audience, a public performance.
After the performance, it is my final exam.
Cool man, the semester is over after final exam.
Then, enjoy a 4 months of vacation.
Keep it up!!!
It is the fourth week of my new semester. Well, everything is ok. The courses, still ok, still can follow the steps. But, I don’t know in the coming days. Hopefully, it can be better than my last semester.
One target has to achieve = push-up my CGPA. This is my last chance, and the only chance. If I can’t achieve the target, the outcome will be very terrible. Anyway, I will put all my efforts into my studies.
While I am fighting my CGPA, I have to work full time in my workplace, start on 1st September. This is a big challenge for me. Full time student and full time workman. This time, it is serious, not play play. Many people opposing me work for full time including my parents. Especially my father, he offered me RM2,000 if I not turn to full time. But, I reject my father’s offer. Yes, I know you all care about me, thank you all of you. But, I wish my friends around me, including my parents, can give me spiritual support. Why I turn to full time? I have my reasons. It is my responsibility, my promises. It is only 10 weeks of tough time. The time is passing rapidly. After the period, I can start to enjoy.
梦与希望在飞，我向前去追。
做好准备这一回，起跑后绝不撤退。
I miss my hometown also. I didn’t back to my hometown for 2++ months. I have to wait until this November, after my final exam. Miss you, mum!
Anyway, good luck to me!
Last Tuesday night, my colleagues and I went to Pandan Indah for supper after work. After supper, we went back to Kajang via Cheras-Kajang Expressway. Suddenly, we saw an accident, 3 cars involved. We stopped our car and went down and looked around. A new Honda Civic, turned as turtle, became scrap metal. Two other cars, Toyota Wish and Alfa Romeo, the head of the cars damaged seriously. Luckily, no people injure, only one driver suffered minor injured. As we know, now is our Chinese traditional "ghost festival". In our Chinese, our parents will advise us must be careful whatever we do during the festival. ADVICE FOR ALL: BE CAREFUL WHILE DRIVING
Few days ago, I went to OCBC Bank to do some transactions.
At the midnight, about 2am ++.
When I using the ATM machine...suddenly...
2 Indian with a motorbike stopped in front of the bank.
I was looking at them and they also looked at me.
Their face let me felt uncomfortable.
I felt something wrong, I quickly cancel the transaction...
But, the transaction cannot be cancelled immediately.
One of the Indian came in first.
He seemed like looking at me behind me.
On that time, my hand was holding the money.
I was nervous...no other people there.
I was preparing on that time... If any happen...
Either I fight with them or I run away.
The second man came in...
He inserted his Maybank ATM card into machine.
I forgot what the first person did.
I quickly took my ATM card and money and ran away...
after cancelling my transaction.
Luckily, I didn't kena rob.
Thanks God !
But so weird, why them withdraw money in OCBC Bank...
by using Maybank ATM card?
They will be charged RM12 per transaction.
Moreover, Maybank is not far from OCBC Bank.
And, I saw a security guard's uniform and...
a chair inside the ATM lobby. Where the guard going?
I had made a complaint to the bank on the next day.
I hope they can take action as soon as possible.
Here, remind all of you!
DON'T GO TO BANK AT NIGHT OR MIDNIGHT!
Please find 2 or 3 or more friends to accompany you.
DON'T GO ALONE.
Note: After this incident, I went to the same bank
again at midnight after few days. But, this time...
hehe...with 5 friends and 2 cars, they waiting me
in front of the bank, felt like bodyguards...ha....
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