ＭＩＳＳ　ＮＩＣＥ　 M＊NICA

再過11天....(11/30(一)...............要記得為我禱告祝福....)
我我我我我...就要進去.............
超級美麗的年紀了..............
30歲..................
這個數字..........................
有酷有酷.....................................

生日還沒有到........
已經收到了三份大禮..............

No.1........手工打造..玫瑰金...Monica專屬項鍊.....
No.2........台北-吉隆坡來回機票一張..............
No.3..........華麗雨靴一雙................
然後...
我身邊深愛我的朋友.............
總是詢問著我................
Momo你還缺什麼???????????????????????
然後我很害羞..................
瞬間也不知道自己缺什麼....................

關於你..
從那天起..
切斷與你的交錯..
選擇接受所看見的..
然後..
不敢提起關於你..
停止我們之間的關聯..
內心..深深的感謝..
你帶給我的禮物..
是我想都沒想過的..

今晚..我又想起你...
我想念你的笑容..
我想念你的雙眼..
我想念你的單純..
我想念關於你的一切...

像風可以自由自在的飛翔....
像水可以隨處漂流的前進....
像光可以穿透任何的黑暗....

原來...我真的累了！！！
原來...我真的想休息了！！！！
原來...我的眼淚無法再隱藏關於過去...
原來...我只是單純的需要愛....

可能...我也不懂愛...
可能...我也害怕愛...
可能...我也忽視愛...
可能...太多的原因以致於我...被混淆了！！

你懂我的不是嗎？？
你懂我現在的感受...
你聽我現在的心跳...
你聽我現在的情緒...

I need You more
More than yesterday
I need You Lord
More than words can say
I need You more
Than ever before
I need You Lord
I need You Lord

More than the air I breathe
More than the song I sing
More than the next heartbeat
More than anything
And Lord as time goes by
I'll be by Your side
Cause I never want to go back
To my old life

Right here in Your presence

六天過去了...
前天看見他出現在眼前..
我哭了....
親手挑選的驚喜..
吸引了我的眼目...
卻引來眼淚的潰堤...

忍了幾天..
我只是想平靜的接受結果..
其他的..再也不想...
因為..奧秘始終是奧秘..

不管看見的是多小的一撇..
我都知道..祢深深的愛著我...
星期一..有多少人的禱告中..
是祢讓愛我的人為我代禱..
是祢讓許多人的心裡..出現我的影子..
祢對我的愛如此的深..

如果問我...
現在是什麼樣的心情...
哈哈哈..
我真的不知道...
因為...眼淚突然間塞住了!!

沒有眼淚..沒有生氣..沒有失眠..
只是..心裡突然空了一塊...

不敢再開啟..你我之間的關聯性..
不敢再允許..你繼續住在我心裡...
不敢再假裝..你有一天會看見....

不管曾經..神..對我說過什麼...
我都深信..祂...愛我超過一切....
我都看見..祂...閃耀著一切的愛..
讓我明白..祂...單單為我愛我而死...

Finally, you and I end our relationship .
I am so happy.
Because you have found your happiness.
Wish God keep feelings between you.
Today, I want to say goodbye to you.
Because from this moment, you will belong to her ...
Thank you for bringing many nice nights.
My heart is weeping.
But Just one day.
Tomorrow will be wonderful..
Goodbye! Secret of hidden in my heart.
bye...

親愛的爆炸頭:
感謝兩年多的陪伴..
感謝兩年多的歡笑..
感謝兩年多的一切..

突然好想改變..
想把你改造一下..
想把你恢復成原本的樣子..
想把你的氣質找回來...
哈哈哈...謝謝你..
當了爆炸頭兩年多...

我決定..再過不久...
要把你改造!!
嘗試新的生活...
嘗試新的感受...
一定很讚!!

然後再帶著你一起去旅行...

音樂的旋律..觸動房間的每一個擺設...
聽見..自己的心跳...
噗通~噗通~噗通~~~
你一定不知道...
此刻..我發現..自己想著你...

一個一個的音符...
搭配我的思念...
..原來..
我渴望..渴望你的回應..
..原來..
我認真..認真等待你...

其實我根本不懂...
當你再一次出現時..
我該有怎樣的想法或是表情...
其實我根本不明白...
發生了什麼事情...

I just want to say :
Do you Know ???
Do you Know ???
You're the treasure that Jesus is searching for .
You are the beauty in his eyes.
His love is belong to you.
You can experience love from his hands.
He is my God and He is my Father,too.
He is my husband ....
He is my lover .....
He is yours,too...
He is searching for you...
Are you hearing his voice?

好久沒有這樣大笑過了...
好久沒有這樣跟幾個朋友...
找個悠閒的下午..
幾個朋友散步在"淡水老街"..
謝謝乃慈的邀約...
謝謝Papa的搞笑..
謝謝家茵的貼心....
一路上..大家交叉著聊天...
看到想吃得就停下腳步...
看見想看的就進門探索....
看見好笑的...
大家就開懷大笑...
就是那樣的自然...
所以今天的我...非常開心...

好久好久...都沒有這樣開心過了....

My home has a Tree,
He is my Abba Father,
My Jesus,
My Holy spirit !!
He loves me very much..

Yeah !! I really Know that he loves me !!
There is a reason therefore he is coming back..
That reason is me !! is me..is me...

Dear Father..
Thank you..
Thanks your Love to me..
You are always good to me !!
Thanks you never give up me !!
Thanks you never let me go !!
you Never,You Never............

You are my Rock, you are my savior,

Song of songs 7:11
Come,my lover,let us go to the countryside,
let us spend the night in the villages.

My Lover,My bridegroom,My jesus,My Lord,
you know me and you have searched me...
you know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.........

When I called,you answered me;
you made me bold and stouthearted.

Where can I go from your spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?

I can't believe it..
My heart ,my soul, my everything..need you...want you...
from deep of my spitir.