May 26, 2012

who am I



I was a nerd
 i think

cuz everyonr thought that  i am a good student

who never disobey what teachers said

u r wrong

i am a good student cuz i don't know 

what i can do besides being a good student

i tried to be a  easygoing person

cuz i wanted to have so called friends

but i was wrong again

even though i tried to be like others

that didn't make me 

better

when u see the deep suferring,u know the reality .

everyone is special 

maybe no one knows 

but who cares

i want to be smart as others
but not  that smart that u give definition

i just try to be myself this time

that's why i love my high school life
cuz i found out the true meaning  of friends and friendships

they can laugh with me  ,cry with me, crazy with me

although we are not in the same position  same place

i always remenber their laughters  until now

they are trust worthy

because of them 
people now think that i am not a  boring person (maybe sometimes thay think so)

i wish i can be the true me
although  the situation now is not that good in my thoughts

i hope i can rely on someone
but no one i can totally rely on
cuz the real world is cruel

thank you those who made me become more mature 
thanks those who hurt me

id like to see u again 
cuz i can prove that ur wrong now

we don't have to be enemies although u hurt me deeply without mercy 
but we don't have to pretend that u r my friends either

i want to be myself and no one can stop me

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