started new semester......... timetable as usual, not very good.

tue & thurs = no time to eat day.

Although it is only the 11th day of 2011. But i really hope this year will pass fast..... I don't like to be doubt. When ppl doubt me, I will try my best to show them that they have certainly underestimate me. There is so so much more things that I can accomplish.

And i'm really quite sad that I could not be there physically for my friend when she need it. I can only use sms to show her my concern.....

I think the only thing I'm happy about is that my heart and mind are finally in harmony with each other.....

There are so many things that i want to do but restricted.....

And i think i'm becoming better at hiding my self. Even if i am very sad like half an hour ago, when i see my friends, i can see laugh and joke like normal. I'm becoming so fake.....

Somehow, my blog has become a place for me to vent my anger. Haha. Oh well, school seriously has not been bad, known many new people, but the project is really somehow making me questioning my abilities. House life seriously is not nice at all. Somehow, i just hope that i can just get into some accident and just die. don't need to be so vexed and sad over so many things. At this point of time, I do not see anything that seems to light up my path.

i'm really pretty pissed. How can people be so irresponsible and don't even have basic manners? only know how to talk but when finding other info, so inefficient but can act until like you done everything in front of prof. And complain to your friends when you seriously don't even have the zhi ge at all. Hopefully i will not be so unlucky to work with you again!

can you please kill me? instead of asking me to do project...... i don't wan don't wan to do project. i'm so sick and tired of it. no motivation to carry on.

totally have the urge to kill people now. just got so pissed with some people. :(

Somehow since the start of the school, I always have the very bu an feeling when walking around the school. Be it in engin or when i go to other faculties. I'm not sure if it is really due to that reason but somehow that just pop up more often in my mind nowadays. Felt very peaceful and at ease whenever i'm in lecture, especially when is BN lecuture cuz the cohort is rather small, so know what to expect........

end of week 3 of school and it has not happened. Hopefully it will never happen...... Anyway, busy with the stupid and irritating BN2202 project. Proposal due in 2 weeks and my group is still like a bit see no light kind............. Oh mans. Kim, please shine some light for us. LOL! Though i do agree that being taught by a korean lecturer is rather cool, but his expectations are seriously driving us crazy......

It's only end of 2nd week and i only have 1 word : BUSY!!!! omg sia.

1st week : - got essay to write and hand in in week 2

2nd week : - another essay to hand in week 3 
    - lab sessions (but at least no lab report for this)
    - start of project work

3rd week : - 2 tests
   - 2 labs 
   - 1 CA
   - cont with project.............

OMG. is this really only start of semester????