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November 24, 2009

dissolution.

am thinking whether wanna blog in chinese or english.....




华语好了.....


竟然还是一部电影....把我推回这个铁门都快打不开的地方....


最近看了一部电影....2012....


非常好看....


其实很想体验那一种感觉....见证人类历史的重写....


国籍,肤色...都是虚构的....都只是人类管理自己的一套方法....


或者该说是人类压抑自己动物性格的药剂....


回归自然....人类自己是最弱也最没有生存能力的....



昨晚重看了batman the dark knight...


很喜欢joker...也很喜欢几句句对白....


The Joker: " Madness is like gravity, all you need is just a little push."

Gordon: "They'll hunt you." 
Batman: "You'll hunt me. You'll condemn me. Set the dogs on me. "

Batman: "Sometimes, truth isnt good enough, sometimes people deserves more, sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded, 

Gordon: "He's the hero gotham deserves, but not the 1 it needs right now, so we'll hunt him because he can take it, because he's not a hero, he's a silent guardian, a watchful protector,  a DARK KNIGHT."


记得我在之前第一次看这部电影时...也在这里提起过....
很爱这部电影....对白中很多现实世界的事实....


凌晨两点三十分....

很尽力的在读着discrete structure....

很担心公主....他说他睡不着....我想....就算睡着也睡不好吧....

真的很担心...记得照顾好自己...


其实有很多如过眼云烟的想法....如间断的片段...
浮现在脑海中....可是都留不住...

每每开着blog post page....都想不起要说什么....

跟以前的我...差了好远....



星期六....猫下来melaka....

很突然地跑出去....

去jonker...吃吃喝喝玩玩....

才发觉....大家的表情变少了....

不管是谁跟谁....表情已经是空洞的表达....

感觉像是一种氛围....不需要语言不需要表情....

只需要毛细孔...就能感觉到....

兄弟嘛....我不需要知道你的生活....

我只知道你是谁....你需要什么....

而没有必要去想....到底谁对你怎样...

谁现在活在你周围...都不重要....

因为我一直相信的....是不变的兄弟....

既原始又直接的感觉....不需要任何掩饰....任何的照做....

懂你的人....就是懂你....

不懂的人....永远不懂....




深夜...总让人沉思....

我记忆不好....所以我时常回忆....

很多人类都说....回忆伤得太深....

对于我....忘记回忆才是可悲....

by 100 +PluS+     24/11/2009 0247

 


September 13, 2009

Its been some time

Its been some time im absent...


been some time im so busy....


been some time tat im so contented....





well...not gonna emo...

cause im not meant to be....lol...

is tat?



lets talk bout my course....

long long long time didnt mention all those ***t here dy....

haha...


TCE aka digital system....fuyoh....a subject which make me sorrow like hell 1....
imba hard...imba confusing....all bout 1 and 0 and X....
flip flop...decoder....encoder....converter....ah....
so may to memorise...yet so many to understand.....
according to what i saw....80% OF ALL STUDENT in the same lecture like me FAILED THIS SUBJECT....!!
its heck.......lab test is coming....i know how to construct a circuit...but....i dun noe how to design it....argghhh....
so bad....hope the question wont be like the last last last lab session....i m gonna cry and try to burn the lab wit my PSU....


LJB aka Japanese for Beginner....lol....dun get fool by the beginner word....tat is killing me quite badly.....
i got 3 days 8 o'clock morning class....2 of them is japanese....anyone close to me know i often miss or late tat class....
hahahahahaha....and that lecturer...Ms.Adeila....is vr strict on that....so the fireworks begin....
i almost got bar man...luckily she din bar me...but got quite some humiliation when i wont to find her in her room....
though she is sometimes quite mean to those who cant keep up...but i personally dun hate her tat much....
she care for her student....and of course....she is the only lecturer tat is giving us party at the last class...XD
looking forward to her japanese cooking skills...no matter how she stayed in japan for 5 years wat ! should be vr good...ha...
oh ya....the japanese drama is coming....im not at all prepare....dun even have the script yet...and im 27 hours from the drama time....
anytime can come and help me?  oh ya.....im gonna sing YUI's LIFE in the drama...wit a guitar...yor....guitar not the pb....its the lyric!!!
dun noe how to memorise lah~~~~~~~~~~~T.T


TMT aka Mathematical Techniques I....not much to say bout this since its almost the same things we studied in foundation....i mean almost...
not all...lol....but...for lecturer....that's gonna be alot...the female 1....she's pro....but not much to say....typical maths lecturer....lol...
except ororo always love to play wit her in tutorial class....so famous for ororo....haha...
next up...is Mr.Chong Tze Yuang....hope i din spell wrong....haha...he's the most imba lecturer i've met so far in my U life....
he got facebook...that's not all...he got imba picture in his facebook....all of us go and comment in his photo and profile and he will shoot back....
poor PT05 Jason got shoot badly...i mourn for you...XD.....additionally...he got Garena acount....he's playing dota....and he's breaking ppl fountain....lol wat!!!  Lastly....advice of the day from Mr.Chong:" Break your opponent fountain if they are too noob.".....=.=


TCP aka Computer Programming 1....lol...my favourite subject of all...hahahaha...you can see that when im doin my assignment...lol....
got 10/10 for my assignment 1....9/10 for my lab test....LLL!!!
but for sure my written test was a doom day...freaking hard man....20 marks!! no confident at all....T.T
Assignment 2.......IMBA FREAKING IMBA GODLY UNIMAGINABLE HARD for our level...been trying to complete it for 2 days....
with the help from my pro housemate aka pro programmer...yanshieng....salute~~ ^^
yet im not able to finish it until now....timing error....looping error....and lotsa bug which i never met before....deadline is reaching...wednesday need to pass up documentation edi...haizz....fire is burning my eyebrows dy loh!! Anybody who manage to finish before me....pls help me...
Trying to imagine wat we all will be facing in TCP2...function array...more vector....more pointer...oh shit!!  but at least i dun hate this subject....its fun ^^...


TDB aka Database system....not a too hard subject...but as i mentioned once in my facebook status....SQL syntax is too human (its a 4th generation code) until i can predict wat it will look like...unlike other coding i've done before...lol...confusing nia....
We got 4 lecturer for this subject...XD
the first 1...the i-forgot-wat-name lecturer....hmmm....bad impression...the second 1 aka my favourite TDB lecturer...Mr.Teh Pin Shen...hope din spell wrong again...he is so cute...and sometimes so evil....always i am suspecting he is having some EVIL SMILE under his h1n1 prevention mask...
he's still young...still a tutor...ha...but for sure...you will be a great lecturer...some day...may everything bless you~~
Next lecturer is Mr.Gulam....well...i love his lecture as well....he know how to teach vr efficiantly...but for his english....i am sorry i cant help laughing....you will know it when you listen to him...believe me...The last lecturer...which also is our REAL LECTURER....teach us the first class in our last TDB lecture...imba...and i missed the class....so i missed the chance to look at my TDB REAL LECTURER....



LES aka Technical Communication...for this subject...from the first week till the last week...i never listen carefully to any lecture lesson...i oni there got 1 mock meeting...1 project...1 presentation...which is IMPORTANT...and final.....and till now....i still dun noe the format of the fial exam....IMBA leh....hahaha....sometimes i pity the lecturer...her class is always so less ppl....less than 50 % of our total students for this subject....if im the lecturer....i will be so EMO~~...XD




I think that's cukup long dy lah....haha....typing this in JB before leaving....lol....
and ya...i bought my new mp3...or should i say...video walkman....at sonystyle megasales....original price is RM599...
i bought it for RM399...fuyoh....nice....damn nice....love the earpiece so much also....

here's the link of the details: http://www.sony.com.my/product/nwz-s738f

here's some picture of it...


September 1, 2009

蓝色九月...

九月啊...

九号...

很美的数字....





好快哦...

九月了....

but where the **** is my mood?





真的....很烂的一个日期啊....

多少次了....

这一次....又会是一个人的吧....

多少次了....

这一次....也会是用泪敲击出音乐的吧....

多少次了....

这一次....也没人能让我微笑吧....



我想抵赖....

抵赖上面的一切....




哪知....

越抵赖竟越痛....

多少次了....

这一次....也还是会用惯用的手法逼着自己微笑?

多少次看着月...看着自己的梦想....看着星....看着儿时的梦....

决堤的不是洪水....是....

涟漪又泛起了...层层的波涛....



只想对自己骂一声....妈的....















还记得....

加护病房....

灵魂蛋糕....

烟火人生....

记录在案....




期待?
我失望不起....
不期待?
对不起自己....
所以?
我让夜吞噬我....

by 100 +PluS+ 01/09/2009 0118


August 16, 2009

=)

好多天过去了....


依然还是一样的不想update...


很难得的我能想一样事情那么那么的久....


这种快要受不了的....


应该是错觉....


陪了我快十八年....


都过来了....


还不是反反复复...


讨厌了又原谅...


原谅了又讨厌....


偶尔的担心...又偶尔的不想担心....


可是我真的就狠下心了吗?


我还是不能...


















我真的很爱哭hor?

不过算了吧...













到这里...

我想打的东西....

我还不知道是什么....

只是当我看出窗外....

我看不见我的家....

就算我看见了....

我感觉不到....


怎么一直有种很奇怪...

不是很好的感觉...

一直笼罩着心头....

不想了...

不想去想了....

只是很想发泄....

却找不到....

既然找不到....

就傻笑吧....

反正....

在那件事发生之前....

我死不了就是了....






how far you look through the sky?
how far you listen over the time?
how many people think about you each second?
it all depend on how you feel about yourself....

by 100 +PluS+
16/08/2009
11.50 PM


August 4, 2009

祭...

好多要打的....


再等等吧...



好累....





不能哭...
我没资格...
笑?
离我好遥远...

by 100+PluS+ 04/08/09


July 25, 2009

风鬟...

睡不着...

再一次的...

整个星期....

失眠了四天...

好累哦...







距离...

也许才会让人想靠近...

零距离....

怎样靠近呢?



试着从窗口看出去...

想象....

在某个港口....

有一艘船...

想像你看到它了....

认真的....感受自己的内心....

我....会想要找到它....







试着想像....

在黑暗中....

其实太阳在你脚下....

试着想像....每一天....

我们都环顾宇宙一周....

又怎会知道....

会不会有一天,,,,我们能在宇宙某个角落....

继续我们今天...未完成的梦...







试着想像....

某个星期日....

你走在路边....

太阳的热....消失了....

雨水的冰....蒸发了....

人...在哪里呢?





我好想妳.....
好多....
想倾述....







人生充满的....不是转角...
不是岔路....
是一支又一支的笔....
每一支都不同....
及一张只能画不能改的画布....
画错了...只能继续的画下去....
希望还是有人能欣赏....


by 100 +PluS+ 俊杰   2009/07/25


July 22, 2009

收集...

最近的天气....
开始变得跟我很像....


一直在收集...


一些值得我放上部落格的事....




没有吗?


有....



只是它们真的不属于部落格的个性....


贴上来自己会不舒服.....



最后....


我选择了做自己....


相信自己.....



好吧.....



就如惯例....



好好的....

好好的....



长贴...
过些时间把...


July 16, 2009

[shut down]

i shut down my mind...
i shut down my world....


maybe its a good thing....

maybe....


July 16, 2009

好久了....

我在另一个家....

也update了....

我们的家.....




今天只想打几句话....

不是我写的...

刀大....你的字....


#include <iostream>
using namespace std;

int main()

{

             cout<<  " 常常有人坚信自己只是没有遇到伯乐,
                             却没有想过自己到底是不是千里马。
                             即便你是千里马,那么,终生未遇伯乐的千里马多的是。
                             你并不寂寞。
                             所以问题回到最初。
                             如果你喜欢畅快奔跑,纵使未曾谋面伯乐,那又如何?

                             那便跑吧!\n";

              return 0;

}


July 3, 2009

雨天前....雨天后.....伤或自己的错....

雨天前的鬼哭神嚎....

暴风前的落叶归根....

一切只因你还没站在里面.....

而在里面了....

难受....

好受....

想随着残骸带出来的.....

是传说....

巴不得让人羡慕你曾经阔步暴雨中的....

传说....

也许真也许假.....

不过这让我....

很不爽....

鬼哭神嚎....

都是杂音....

真正叫做音乐的....

是现在的天籁....

还是从前的悦耳....

很假.....

值得不值得....

已经失去存在的意义....

浮雕上现在刻的.....

是一管炮....

对着马六甲....

1500 mm....

而马六甲这里的....

只是....

十管15mm....

绝对的暴力....

绝对的不平衡....

绝对的登峰造极....

绝对的.....无法理喻....

不爽归不爽....

谢谢还是要的.....

那些回忆....

至少还可以抵押....

换回些尊严......




也许超级赛亚人....

真的存在....


June 30, 2009

最后一次放学...

还记得最后一次放学吗?
最后一次听见学校的钟声....
最后一次穿着校服走出课室....
最后一次在离开前跟老师说再见....
最后一次在校车上玩水....
最后一次在....
最后一次....
最后一....
最后....
最....
............
.....................
..............
............................................................
..................

风吹过校门口旁的榕树....
声音很好听.....
走着...

回忆礼堂的钟声....
让风化的过去....重现....

又带我回那晚....
神奇的一晚.....

一个我发过誓.....
不会再出现的一晚....
幸福从那一刻起....
开始长大....
开始茁壮....

不哭....
不要忘记我在....
可能还没有吧....
我会等...
我不怕....


以为我不能害怕我不相信的东西.....


距离放学还有十分钟....
距离放学还有五分钟....
距离放学已经二十分钟.....
距离放学已经五十分钟.....
距离放学已经一百五十分钟.....
距离放学已经两百五十五分种....
距离放学的许多年后.....
我遇见你....我爱你.....我不会忘记....我会让我们.....幸福....


June 27, 2009

TaggED by Mr.DJ =)

1.被點到必填,不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請點8位朋友,不可不點。
5.點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。


(>.-)

PCD

happycat

UK a.k.a. heartroxas

荣凯

Felix

Terry

FongE



。。。。個 人 題 - 10 題。。。。

01 你叫什么:Tommy Wong Choon Chit  黄俊杰
02 你的綽號:(new)XX....rockstar =.= ....(old)霹雳小和尚....
03 你的血型:O 吧如果血型不会变
04 你的星座:天秤....
05 你是男還是女:男
06 你幾歲:过生日才 18...现在还是17
07 你住哪裡:0 - 6 years old seremban,

                     6 - 7 K.L.,

                     7 -  16 J.B.

                    16 - ? melaka

08 你現在的學校 :MMU melaka
09 你有沒有手機 :有
10 承上,那是多少:一个, 我穷人...

。。。。朋 友 題 - 10 題。。。。
11 你最要好的朋友(限1個):happycat
12 你最討厭的人(限1個):=) 我讨厌你你会知道的....


。。。。 情 題 - 10 題。。。。
21 你有沒有喜歡的人: 有
23 如果没有,你希望什麼時候有另一半:都有老婆了
24 到目前為止,你跟多少人告白過:3
25 到目前為止,你被多少人告白過:=)不好意思啦
26 到目前為止,你交過多少個男/女朋友: 2
27 你現在有另一半嗎: 有有有~
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣:赏他一个拳头...在鸟笼处....
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 :不如就拿一盒巧克力送她...一定要是坏掉有蟲的....
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人:是爱不是喜欢....因为地球继续旋转....因为太阳继续燃烧.....因为没有她就像建筑物没有了地基....
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎:=.=    你活在封建时代吗?
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎::我可以选择默认吗?
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎:老婆的,还牵着....前女友的.....跑 camp 时玩 game 的咯....
34 是誰,你們什麼關係:跑 camp 的纯粹就游戏需要....
35 現在有人在追你嗎:最好是有咯....我这种人...

。。。。混 合 題 - 10 題。。。。
36 如果有天,好朋友離你而去,你會怎樣: 能怎样?伤心一定....生活还是要过....
37 如果有天,好朋友背叛你,你會:送他一句....ooooo ma ji bai.....过后发生的事就希望他不要怪我....
38 如果有天,好朋友對你喜新厭舊了,你會:感慨
39 如果你很受不了你的父母,你會離家出走嗎:不会想也不会动....我很懒惰的....
40 你上課認真嗎 :看需不需要
41 你功課好不好:不是我说的吧?现在以我自己的角度来讲....不好...
42 你开电腦都在幹麻:看戏,gaming(现在在疯 prototype),听歌,聊天,打部落格,查资料....
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 将多....怎样算?
44 你的即时通裡有多少個異性:=.=

。。。。兇 手 題 - 10 題。。。。
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰:Mr.DJ
46 这個人對你好不好:没有好不好....很好的朋友就是了....
47 這個人是你的誰:好朋友...
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎:如果有....我会把自己的头拔掉....
49 你們認識多久了:今年第五年吧
50 這個人是怎樣的人:非主流型....犹豫不决的....
51 這個人正/帥嗎:不错啊....
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过:我不玩华山论剑....
53 萬一你喜歡這個人,你會怎麼办:上面讲了....把自己的头拔掉....

。。。。 聯 想 題 - 10 題。。。。
56 說到正妹你會想到誰:陈意涵
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰:Vin Diesel
58 說到憨你會想到誰: 卢广仲
59 說到痴你會想到誰:花痴?我老婆nah....
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰:张智成
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰:老婆....
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰:Daniel Tammet...
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: 全世界选择自杀的人...
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰 : 想不到
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : 我三姑丈

。。。。學 校 題 - 11 題。。。。
66 你的班導是誰:没有啦...
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個:也是没有固定的....
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰:我娘亲
70 你的英文好嗎:不是我决定的吧?你来听听看...
71 你的體育好嗎:不错咯....
72 你的数学好么:不算太好....只是希望能像 daniel tammet 一样
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長:没看过....所以就没意见....
74 你的學校好看嗎:okok 啊....不差
75 你的班級是:没有班级的...
76 你的班級在幾樓:天天都在不一样的地方....


June 18, 2009

imma in bad mood....

Today is a bad day.....


my rubik's professor...5x5x5 cube....


was ruined....to 92 pieces of debris...


and a diamond-shaped cross core.....


by a faggot.....


im not gonna say who you are.....


but you are the one i hate now.....





我的气....

每每在看到你之后就消了....

所以现在....

不气了....

不打了....

等下还要很努力的装回那些碎片....




好好照顾自己....

这周末....

我会在炎热天气中想你....

我会在冷气房里想你...




下来.....

就希望能好好的体验一场雨....

好想念雨天....

好像念潮湿的空气.....

好想念叶子上悬挂着的泪....


June 17, 2009

Tagged by Mr.PCD..I MISS YOU!!

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed ?
forehead

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
kinda tired....kinda looking forward....

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
lao po

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
sometimes?


5. Will you ever donate blood?
i wanted to....but haven can....

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yuppy~

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
dun wan to cheat...yes...

8. What does your last text message say?
"Dear how's the class."

9. What are you thinking right now?
thinking when my dear can meet me later...

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
wan...always....

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
2.45....blame my housemate...siong por....

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Foundation in IT 08/09 T-shirt lah....from uk loh....

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
yup...

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
weisin

Five Lucky Person to do this quiz...
i) dear

ii) happycat

iii) candle

iv) hui mei
v) 小赖赖


June 9, 2009

价值衡量...

记得小时候.....


我是很爱哭的.....


冲凉时我会哭....


买不到玩具我会哭.....


不能看电视我会哭.....




记得小学的时候.....


我还是很爱哭.....


铅笔被抢了我会哭.....


功课做不完我会哭.....


上课迟到我会哭.....




记得长大一点后...


中学时....


被骂我还是会哭.....





微笑着回头看这一切...


现在我还哭吗?


毫不犹豫.....


会....






人生不可能总是称心如意....
但持续朝着阳光走....
影子就会躲在后面....
刺眼....卻是对的方向....