October 14, 2010

so.

Here's the thing: who cares? Relate our petty concerns and interests with the world (not our world) and you'll find that we are incredibly insignificant and as much as I try to make things matter more, nothing anchors them down with weight and all I can hear is the child inside me weeping.

Rosy- she breaks my heart. I look at her and I feel as though I myself am teetering close to the edge (and a sweet surrender to vertigo comes awfully close to lure me). I want to hold her and tell her that I wish I wish I wish for sunshine to warm all the world around her (her world) (and will you please help me reconcile with my awful awful losses) and oh please I want to hold her and sob until all the sadness held inside her (me) is washed away because rain will make the flowers grow. I want to tell her to 'hold on' but do I really want to say that to her or is it really for me? I want to hold her and comfort her (I want her to hold me because maybe she might understand). I want to tell her I only want the best for her, I wish her only the very best, I want her life to be well and good and lovely, I want her to be happy and smile like she means it and know that she is an incredibly beautiful person. Please.

 There's this mix of emotions inside of me like thick paint of different colours combined to become murky swirls and like rough waves it churns inside me and I wonder if the same sick bastard of a disease is inside of me too. But does anyone care? Does nobody care? Please.

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