Sam, Saman, Samantha

Well technically, this pre-birthday week has just been hectic.
Finished 2 assignments and later im going to have a debate.
Tomorrow i would have stats quiz 2 and as all of u shd have known, ive been trying my best to studying since last week.
Unfortunately, nothing seemed to go into my head and i have SO MUCH difficulty trying to grasp the abstract concept.
So god bless me tomorrow even though i have not memorised or practice at all.
I was supposed to revise last night but it fell through.
I was going to do it this morning as lessons were cancelled, but i went out anyhows.
Coming to which... i went out to pay for my shopping sprees.

Im so addicted to online shopping and i wanna buy so many things.
So this week, i decided to give myself an excuse to splurge.
I shall buy myself a birthday present- or many presents in fact.
I'm coming real close to my $500 budget already.
Shall post pictures when my stuff comes IF it looks as good. hahas.

Oh, and i was so naive in thinking that after this hectic week i could kinda slow down and slack next week.
But NO.
I have a french assignment, my usual understanding movie response paper, and psy assignment 2 to do.
Why is my life so packed with PAPERS.
Argh.

Enough rambling... just wish me luck for debate later! I
I'm so not a aggressive speaker!!!
And god bless me for stats tomorrow.
OH which reminds me, lessons were cancelled this morning so we could research for our next story budget.
KILL ME.
I have no idea what i want to do and i have no time to research and we're supposed to present tomorrow.
Give me ideas on what interest you in magazines or what would you wanna write about?

Take care!
P.S cant wait for my pandan cake from sg. hahas
Sam.

Just realised I haven updated in a month.
2 weeks ago I just completed my mid terms and I've been slacking since.
Next week have to start my engine again because the week after its another hell of a week.
Mid terms past but I feel that its been more than that.
I really cant wait for end of sem to come asap.
Im tired already.
Losing motivation...

Anyways one way of restarting my engine is meeting up with you all~
Thats why im in a debate with myself...whether to go back for my birthday week or not.
Haha. So dont be surprised if i cant control myself and appear back in sg!

Cheers. Have a good week ahead!

Sam

Its not that i dint want to update. But on 20th sept, my ie decided to hang on me and everything ive type was gone.
So being me, pissed as always, decided to just forget all about updating.
Anyways nothing worth mentioning since my life is just either plain BORING or super BUSY.

Well, if youve been tracking my fb status that i have crazily changed this few days, you would know that the weekends and this 3 days were hectic.
Pure torture for me.
Completing a 1500words article, 2 500words article, 5pages of essay, 2 budgets on lifestyle and one presentation is not exactly possible to me.
But well, life is life.
I just have to "make it work"...

So now, after the completion of alll these crap, i am going to deprive myself of slp further by going to sing k at 12.00am.
Its meant as a celebration but its half killing me. Such a sweet torture. Haha
And tomorrow shall be my long beauty sleep day.
A great way to spend national holidays.
But this assumes that i would have done my jap hw right this instant. Which i haven.
So i better find a way to finish it so i can have a woriless slp!

Next week, the cycle begins again.
Lifestyle topic will be given.
UnMo as always have WRPs.
Psy having test 1 which honestly, i have no idea what he taught and im reluctant to buy the $250 textbook!
And well... life goes on.

On a random note, i just realised how bad of a presenter as well as any speaker i am. I am not fluent and illogical and have so limited ideas to talk about. Gosh i suck. Dont make me present no longer~ What about you guys? Update me in a way or so. Or i will chat you up anyways these few days...~

Sam

from ah ma...

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test43.aspx

Here is the analysis:

You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.

HAHA. i shall say 40-50% true nia.

What's on your mind

The Clothes you Wear

What others see from your style

What your nightclothes reveal

What others see from your ties

What others see from your belts

What others see from your shoes

What others see from your earrings

The last analysis

真可悲。
我真的完全没有感觉了吧。
不论你多气，脸红到快爆血管，骂我多大声多狠，
我竟一丝愤怒都没有。
只觉得你多无理取闹，多可怜。
到现在，我还是觉得我没错。
无论你怎么骂怎么说，我就是这个样子。
不觉得有必要改变。
这是我的生活，而我很确定以后的生活并不会与你在一起。
不会，不想也没可能同住一个屋檐下。
或许我早已习惯一个人的生活。。。
没人理会没人吵更没人会唠叨。
这应该是你要搞清楚的，因为二十年，我已习惯了。

所以，拜托不要在无理取闹的突发性发脾气。
因为，我已没感觉了。
从前一直只会哭的小孩，变得只懂得压抑，现在更无动于衷了。

Just a post to tell you that im back in hkg and im alive.
Not entirely well..
I got sick during the last week of my stay in france and when i got back, i went into OCamp.
With all the screaming and shouting and lack of sleep, my cough worsened.
Thankfully, my voice is still here.

Ocamp is seriously not my kind of thing.
Thankfully i did not attend it last year.
Greatest regret is not meeting loads of friends and seniors but i think if i attend i would die playing all the games. hahas
Anyways, Ocamp is over now i just have to get started on budget for Varsity.
Super not hoping for school to start.. ><

Now im just slacking away rewatching shows.
Just rewatched ming zhong and now fang yang de xing xing.
Cant wait to get pi zi to watch!
Ok enough rubbish.
People come online and chat with me!
Catch up time!!!

Sam

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Not sure if i did this quiz before but its kinda true so feel free to try it!

Your view on yourself:

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

The seriousness of your love:

Your views on education

The right job for you:

How do you view success:

What are you most afraid of:

Who is your true self:

As the title suggests...
I wanna start posting out postcards by next week so if you wanna recieve one, leave me ur address!
or just send me an email or something...

Hope you all would see this post cos apparently NO ONE COMES ONLINEEEEE!!!!
Pourquoi?

Anyways hope to talk to you girls soon!

Cya

Just a quick update before lessons to say im still alive!
no one seems to be online whenever im here, so weird!

life in dijon is kind of boring... no internet no tv no nothing.
but its really quiet n tranquil here...
the city is really pretty and the weather is kind of good if its not screwed up suddenly...
lessons are a bore compared to those in cuhk but i dont really have much of a choice!
basically till now, week 2 mind you, im learning things ive learnt before!!!
so yea, kinda waste of time but im convincing myself its for the best...
most importantly, i still cant speak french yet but im learning...
give me more time!!

ok really gotta go!

ciaos

最近，我妈妈一天到晚都在唠叨着，说我是这么的幸福。。。
说我应该珍惜，说我不应该埋怨了。

我幸福吗？
我也不清楚。。。
我很了解，跟别人比起来，我真的应该觉得知足的。
可是，当一个人想起时，我真的质疑我快乐吗？
快乐，幸福，真得不应该建筑在物质上。
但现在的妈妈，好像真的以为，满足了我的物质需要，我就因该惜福。
事实上，我承认我爱购物，爱花钱。
但是真正让我快乐的，是当我和了解我的人，敞开心的，聊一些让彼此都了得开的事。
让我快乐的，其实是当我不会觉得被排挤，不会被遗忘的时候。
我想，我很自私，占有欲也很强。
我又离题了。。。

对于幸福，还有很多的意见，但现在的我不方便多说。
等到时机对了，我会在更新我的想法。。。

The week went by rather quickly.
Went back to sg and back from sg again.
Quite fulfilling i guess.
But something feels wrong...
The people felt familiar.
The surroundings too.
But somehow things have changed.
Maybe its just me changing...
I dont know.
Its hard to describe.

Am leaving again in 3 days.
Super quick.
Feel so tired.
Shall write soon.

Bon weekend.
Sam

Freak the person who stole my phone!
If only i can curse well,
If only i have tons of cursing vocabs,
If only im a witch...

Damn the person.
Steal my phone still use it!
I hope god is looking so he will know what exact punishment to placed upon you.
I hope whatever you wish for will not happen.
I hope you will remain in bad luck for the rest of your life.
I hope you do not have any family because they are cursed to have you.
I hope you will not get married and have children because you are a failure.
I hope you shall live in misery every single day.

Argh, i really wish to hope you die and burn in hell.
ARGH ARGH ARGH.
Why must such people exist in the world!
If anything happens, i really do wish you the worse in every single thing you do or touch and never have a single wish come through.
Damn you.

The day started and progress rather well.
Lesson was amusing today although canteen will be closed for the week.. ><
Went to causeway bay to pay for the reservation fees for TGV and headed to buy yummilicious cookies.
If i haven finished them, i would bring back and share with you all.
Really damn nice!
Then went to MK to meet oma and thats where the mini-nightmare begins...

As usual, MK was hell lotsa ppl.
I was still holding my phone reading oma's last message, then i placed it in my bag.
Im pretty sure i dint drop it by now cos if i did it would be on the escalator and i would have heard or knew.
Anyways, it was raining and everyone was crowded by the exit to open their umbrellas.
I guess it was there where someone had the opportunity to steal it...
Anyways i dint realise it till i went to a bookshop and wanted to msg oma the location.
Obviously, i panic and i walked the route like twice.
But nope, no phone found.
Wanted to call myself but i couldnt find a phone and the place was really too crowded and inconvinient to ask anyone for it.
Then i was in a frenzy because i couldnt get in contact with oma - no phone and no idea what her number is.
So i stood outside body shop and waited and waited, hoping against hope that oma would know where to find me!
Whilst standing, i was still deciding between waiting and going to cancel my line.
Afterall i dont know if oma would just go home after not being able to reach me... ><

Thankfully, at the last 5 mins of me deciding to wait out, SHE APPEARED.
I can still imagine my "OMG THANK GOD!!!" emotion.
Lucky, we still have mo qi ah~
Oma told me that she called but the phone was off already... which makes me believe its really stolen.
Anyways, i went to the phone shop and wanted to have a new simcard but they dont allow cos its under my mum name.
And now that i remembered, i dint cut or pause or whatever the line so hopefully that evil person who steal my phone dont abuse the simcard.
IF NOT I SWEAR IM GONNA CURSE THE FELLA TO HELL AND HE SHALL ROT AND DIE AND DECOMPOSE AGAIN AND AGAIN.

So after that, i kinda calm down and my mood changed.
Felt so guilty i lost my phone and usually i would "punish" myself by spending so little.
But this time, im guilty but i cant help it.
Went shopping.
And ate.
And then home...
And then im going out again tomorrow, so more spending....
HMMMS.

Anyways, Its so creepy that this afternoon in class, i was just saying that i feel like changing my phone.
Guess now i dont have any other choice.

OK enough crapping.
Im so screwed cos exams coming up and im going out for the next 3 days!!!
HOW TO REVISE?!

Sam.