January 14, 2009

摁 , 是我不夠好 ♥








這一整夜的思緒  
讓我想起了好多好多事




真的是我不夠好嗎   ?
還是我不夠努力    ..........   
是否覺得真的很失望 , 很灰心



我不奢求什麼
我只想要簡簡單單的就好
我不強求什麼
我只想要能夠好好的就好



或許 我真的不是她   
那很對不起    
我不是她  , 我是我 

( 泣 。)


最近的生活   
似乎真的亂了步調
但 
我還是會很理直氣壯的說
[ 我很好 , Don`t   Worry ]


只是 真的還是難以忘懷      

離開了
並不代表不會想念 ,  不會在乎
更不代表會被遺忘



拿著酒杯
試圖麻痺自己
任由酒精瘋狂的去作祟 去揮霍 

可是
裝堅強的眼淚    卻再次決堤
那懦弱被赤裸裸的攤在檯面上
又該怎麼去收場   

好無力   ,   好徬徨


我想這是 
我真的輸了
徹底的輸給了自己





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